also, Brad, it's a deep down also, it's a deep biological thing when things are going badly, the most irritating feeling with no escape except beer. my whole body and mind is addicted to it.
my mother used to trigger me into drinking.
it's a relief mechanism.
the sabotage at work. could be anything. too long, hard, losing everything fight, to just blow it all off, Phil, like you. He doesn't drink for the same reasons you do, Sheri, he's a target, and he's not mentally ill.
also, glad I am, was searching for the spelling of a word, and the first hit came up on Bing was,
Plagarism For Students: What you should know.
I wish to God I had just kept dancing.
after everything I've done, that's all they know me by.
only cuz you're a target, Sheri. This happens every day,
you find it on Facebook. I usually don't say anything though.
and look at all they've taken from you!
it's just the fucking media, Sheri, nobody wants them sitting here watching their every move.
they usually don't come back, Sheri, or get another job. that name was anonymous, though. it's not just the media. I think a long time ago you blogged about original ideas, and how hard that is, and all you found in all the books you read, same lines. yeah. nobody will that though, Sheri.
ReplyDeleteyou needed a teacher who would say that, how hard it is, after reading something that you love, and taking it out to the world.
ReplyDeletefuck it, Sheri. your works stand. if you weren't so gifted, you never would have kept doing it.
ReplyDeletehe's NOT a target.
ReplyDeleteBrad said, I just move onto something else besides drinking. like what, watching videos and movies all day like you do?
ReplyDeletestaying in bed all day, like you?
ReplyDeletethis is not fair, Sheri, you want him to talk to you, then you use it against him to tell anyone. yeah. with your platform here, and on Facebook, is it no wonder no one wants to talk to you?
ReplyDeletewell, it's all read anyway, thru data surveillance. I don't even need to reiterate.
ReplyDeletethe laughter was probably the hardest part today. 8th grade.
ReplyDeleteyou left out patient rehab cuz they all laughed at you when you asked young black guy if he had been dealing pot. well, idk, some go to prison, some go to rehab, some go to a psych ward. never went back. that instructor resigned, Sheri. never did like group therapy.
ReplyDeleteusually prison, Sheri, you learned that from Jeff, and Maurice.
ReplyDeletehow did he acclimate really to freedom, Maurice, 7 years in prison. Should have asked him that. I bet he was bawling, it was supposed to be 30 years. riduculous. I will ask him, if I see him again, which I probably will.
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