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I was never doing this for show. but if I'm liked more, maybe I should keep doing it.
it's looking like I can't publish my ebooks on Kindle Store for free anymore. Betos, you suck to high heaven! I might try somewhere else though. it'd be totally different if I was getting sales and getting paid, but I'm not.
V2K is bunk. there's only Voice of God tech thru neurological means. if targets are hearing voices they need to get on meds! This is not fair to me to keep fighting this mind control surveillance program and getting all these 3rd tier T.I.'s making things up. You will not see the term V2K in This Sky I Know. 's
all you do is drink and smoke and sit in front of that internet all day, and we're all supposed to be hunky dorey with that.
Phil! I've already conqured the world ! it happened long before you came along.
geez, Sheri, one minor setback, and you stop trying.
who does it, 96 Mix. Mack FM, 94.7.
you'd have to know this life. once when I was sitting in the library, in the back, reading a great humorous woman's book, Jane Kedley, the librarian walked back to see what the schizophrenic mind controlled crazy woman was doing. Hi, Jane. something wrong?
imagine my life. think again.
it was Mike. My daughter was in hospital. He was out on the patio. Last time I ever saw him. He saw you too, Sheri.
Every day, Phil. What? Make every day. Good thing for you I won't be saying how much t.v. you watched Remember before you met him, Sheri, what you were like..
There's been words. The kids are all living. sure it hurts like a sword in the belly. more so, than their mother's death. always kind to me and mine. God bless your dad. He was good to me.
"Why aren't the seniors on there?" Then we complained when we went to get jobs.
Making up the mind is a bed, tucking the memories away, or kicking them up when even the coin is tossed.
I'm pretty sure we did the same thing at Will Palmer's party. it really hit home.
Sheri Grutz August 22, 2020 it was a thrill, Mike, to sit next to you in the pew on First Friday morning Masses, especially when we got to hold hands. our panamimes (in yours, Keep On Lovin' You)Christmas programs, P.E., and talking to you on the phone in 7th grade. I gave$ 50 to Clinton County Iowa Humane Society. RIP.
"What's your point, what you trying to say?" wait a couple minutes. t.v. yeah, guess we won't talk about it.
from the FCC, down to the conglomerate, down to the general manger, down to the DJ, down to the receptionist, Sheri? Sheri? what has happened to America for the last 2 plus decades? Well, they want to help, they want to criticize, they want to hate, they want to enjoy. Sounds like they were the ones to make Facebook, Sheri. ha, maybe.
Woman goes into Cash and Go, says, I checked you out. Young boy wants to fish, says, I've been catching hell. 20 something man wants kayak, says, I know how to tip the scales.
you think this life has been kind to me, fucker? the least you can do is eat it!
mashed with a lot of guys. no sex.
ok, here's the deal. no one close to you is doing your surveillance, your supposed gang stalking, your supposed V2k, your mind control attached that include pain, or your often word, 'torture' this is the most sophisticated program they ever made. Please, if you're that paranoid, get help!
still don't know what attracts them. any one would be better than looks.
used to be Dave and me all over each other walking down the street, and a person or two driving by, "Get a room!" I think everybody might, just might, like it now, and smile. Phil never does it with me, but he does open doors for me.
Heard this morning NPR program going to do something on Life in the Time of Cholera. doesn't faze me a bit. kinda like they are going my way.
hope I don't miss the program. I thought they said, This American Life, but maybe not. it used to be on Friday nights, I think.
what I wanted to achieve in my lifetime: to bowl a perfect 300 game. to run a marathon. to get certified to teach. to see the Grand Canyon. to get married. to get out of Suspect Targeting. Which of these do you think are still possible before I die?
when you go into shop, they ask you if you want to raise it up to the dollar for a local charity. the deception is that they're helping people, but really, they, or the banks, don't want to give change. Walmart is doing it too, but not even asking people at the register. wonder what Alex Jones thinks about this. I guess there goes Phil's coins jars.
can't see. just listening on radio.
tell us about the novel, Life in the Time of Cholera, Sheri. let's just say, I wish I had the heart and the balls.
should be in your top 10. I think it is.
more hints and clues, Sheri? ah huh.
at one point I thought I should die a martyr's death, thought an Apostle, or even Christ himself. I thought I did ok though, writing all my religious material. it's just a believer from a distance now.
I was amazed how many movies they made out the actual books we had read. those were the days for my daughter and me.
In the theater, they didn't under what she doing (Girl with Dragon Tattoo) when she was researching and hacking. You would have had to have read the book. I read the whole series, so did my daughter. They only did one movie, I believe.
another thing that was taken from you, Sheri.
I'm having a bad day. dry heaving, stomach just killing me, about the only thing weak about me. I did get some food in me last night.
we had company just now, sat on the deck, beautiful day. I tried to be cordial, but tummy hurts. even Deoge got company, she did real good around their dog. can't get my antacid. phil going just now to get me something OTC.
Sheri, he taught nothingness.
what are these assholes on twitter doing to you, Sheri, well, they're not responding. You've had a blog over a decade.
I wish you would respond to my posts. you come across as a self-centered insolated uncaring to anyone. Edit or delete this Like · Reply · 1m Sheri Grutz Sheri, you just described 90 percent of Facebook. Edit or delete this Like · Reply · 1m
Trump wasn't there, when you sat in your parked car at the Abbey Hotel, and said ok, let's go make money.
$8.75 an hour, plus random tips on alcohol. He likes to say you did well being poor. oh fucker I'm owed much more than this!
think John Mecca or Allen Barker are mingling on Facebook. come on.
oh fuck. And where's Keith's head. keep givin' him more.
when I was on Match, I decided to do searches for men anywhere who said they like to write. It lasted a little while, got some responses, shared some materials. I wonder if Phil would object if I do that again. my friend Jason is mad at me, we're not talking.
Michael Chabon and Michael Cunningham were very different writers over similar topics. Loved 'em both. and then I read Jonathan Franzen and that blew everything out the water!
First of all, I don't like a buff, puffy body on a man. Second of all, I'm not impressed by your profession. Third, your location either makes me interested or sick, or both, so just stop all that shit. Well, why don't you just stop all shit.
Rockefellers. MKultra. hello? I'm still answering my own your own dumb questions.
I see you've been drinking the Kool-Aid. Obama didn't even come out with the truth til after the election. Foreign spies were under surveillance, and according to FISA laws, it's all legal. Trump got involved. He walked right into it. 3 Comments Like Comment Share Comments Sheri Grutz where did you learn that, Sheri? mupltiple sources. how should I know? because I'm considered one of them. it's not illegal to be caught under someone else's surveillance. no money, no grieveance, no claims. Edit or delete this Like · Reply · 15m Sheri Grutz who said that, Sheri? the FCC, mainly, but many other feds. it is to the best of my knowledge that nobody in mass media is gettting a cent they tried claiming. Edit or delete this Like · Reply · 7m Sheri Grutz you better hope, Sheri, otherwise you really are a whore. What, a media whore? oh fuck
ah huh. Sheri is not available right now, and looks like she won't be available for an indefinite time, so if foreigners, lookers, occasional friend who doesn't even fucking care want to talk with her, it's looking like your shit outta luck.
Wednesday, before Thanksgiving, my dad came to pick me up from school. Junior High. I believe he was alone. Look at me! I told everybody. I'm somebody!
I'm going to tell you this once Phil, and I hope it's the last. When you say, "What does that have to do with me.." when I talk to you, consider you're called out as a narcissist.
You think they're all rich, religious women? think again.
"our liberties we prize, and our rights we will maintain." Iowa. Look at 'em now. Look at you. just more idiot wind, Sheri.
Kim Reynolds is tired. Well we had plenty of darkness to sleep by.
Don't confuse the politics.
Evalute Sheri. what are the immediate needs. Food. Pills. Sleep. I haven't eaten a bite all day and it's now 8:25 pm.
Where's your fucking man, Sheri. in his fucking ass.
Everyone on my friends list. Phil even says, Why should anyone be like you. Well, because it's cooler.
Trying to ge my anti-vomiting pill, no way to do it. Call the doc answering service, they can't take your call.
told her, "Do you want to know what I hate? Women in the office. That includes you."
see nothing wrong with cross dressers, trans or off the beaten track reading books to our kids. Get excited about something! if it's not you, later on it'll be drugs.
Funny, I get the feeling you never wanted to be different, and plus wouldn't like it anyway.
So much left unsaid, Sheri. Thank God for you.
Cuz I never did it. barely broke a smile.
Mostly Sheri, your family thinks it's self centered. sad.
I switched over to Laugh-olympics with all the characters.
but it's Sunday. I've been missed every Sunday.
I went to the school website got names of teachers, then looked them up in the phone book, my son's school, sent out postcards to all of them asking for a donation for the CF walk, not one donated. These are our teahers. That was the end right there. When I get my settlement, this school will get nothing.
Stop being so pampered. That's only good for my grandbaby.
Pay your fucking taxes!! you didn't need a multi-million dollar home, luxury car, boat, lavish vacations. if you are the first ones to get a break, this country is in ruins! Wake up, America! Are you hearing me bastard Trump??
I'm smart. I'm well read.
and I'm the one with paranoid schizophrenia. What's wrong with these people that they don't want to help themselves, and why are they claiming Suspect targeting???
you have to be selected by peers, Sheri, to get any awards or grants, plus you don't have an MFA, also they know people in small presses to get published. Everything I've done has been on my dime. on my time. My portfolio is quite impressive. Some of it should be award-winning. Not a review, message, sale from anyone.
you fucking foreigners are all the same, expressing your profound love, long convos, and then wanting money, and then bringing God and religion into it. Leave me alone.
consider it Sheri, their likelihood of hearing you, when there already might be too much of you.
to ask Marilyn Robinson reception what Adam Haslett was like teaching him. I hope she messaged him though, that he's got a fan in the Quad Cities area.
the most back stabbing woman won it all. I sure hope our daughters weren't watching that. RIP and never come back.
"Are you a perfectionist?" I think I used to be, but not so much anymore. Didn't get that teaching job.
maybe not through watermelon. going right thru him. Belly and G.I. scan coming up this week.
Who is? the radio. Like what? a dance maybe. they want that from everyone. yeah, but no benefit of the doubt.
they used to drops hints, He's divorced now, he's single, go for it. what was it for him though, Sheri? looks. Never would have worked out, all that entertainment stuff. as Will Palmer said, I was just an object, an ornament. He may have died prematurely, but so many do, hard to say.
The promise is adrift the night was in my mouth dry as if a smile made the hours stretch something along the lines of acting becoming and straightening up a full sky the battering of waves weakens the clock there is a rush constantly in my head that says Now and if not now never the battery is in place and the moon purrs attention given to the stairway I'd feel it in my hips if I had any lost to an ache and the body cry it all out in sweat make good on what was started Once Upon a Time
yes I am sitting on millions from decades. "It's a pipe dream, Sheri, you won't get any money." This isn't like winning the lottery, Phil. I have lost everything!
Sheri, most of your family and friends, townspeople, neighbors, employees see you as an over-exaggerating pussy with just a typical headache, just a typical survelliance nation, get used to it, Sheri, we all deal with it!
what does mass media do to you, Sheri? We're all in this together.
My comedy writing, yes, they watch thru the laptop screen, I know because mass media said, She keeps a stright face, making it even more funny. I'm not just the writer, I'm the performer.
Iowa Civil Rights Commission says to me, when reporting employment discrimination, "I would have hung up on you too, with your tone and attitude, I wouldn't have hired you." then in a separate remark, "Would you like me to send you papers?" omg. I said to her, "When did we all get so pampered?" she says, "I can send you papers." I said, "I'd rather go slit my throat." she says, "Ok, have a nice day. goodbye."
one time I got thru to the Pentagon, and also the CIA. all my calls were going thru at the time. bad electronic torture.
pretty sure I just screamed at them. ha. 2004.
1. The sun The butterfly pressing its wings open and closed has put more breath in the hour, has saved without lips what we couldn’t get close to, a summer day, floating from the pain. This was me free and also captured in that glass moment, needing more air, needing that sky. The clouds sink into each other on blue beds that creak with a little thunder. This was me holding light and dreaming of home, never landing on a safe hand. 2. Up The butterfly eases by, the beautiful pulling away with its markings that they left like a kiss mark on a neck. This was me when the pain was heavy enough to not blow away, breathing life back into the dead air. The eye lids flutter naked as the wings, tracing with a finger the loops of the flight, where you must imagine a scissors cutting one single string, cutting and cutting, and de-programming, short, short, long, a million different pieces go together again. 3. Waterway The sex is a driving force through the sails of these poems that never go...
woman pedals her way for Congress, says, I started out with a banana seat. woman washes her hair in the morning with mayonnaise, says, now I'm off to make me some bread. Trees dip down like servants, young American boy says, think I'll climb the ladder.
had to turn off NPR this morning. it was news, a guy getting a DUI and public intox included in supposed crime, and all this Covid shit from the same woman who told all of us it's better to be indoors than outdoors. oh fuck.