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 blow this money from a reel to reel sale on food. we had money today, up to a hundred dollars on my insurance card, and we only spent 50. I'll get you a free cheeseburger I got comin' from Kwik Star. but nothing, Phil like ribs and steak.

 I keep drinking.  well, the intensity of pain has lessened. something you're smart, and make good points, Sheri, but usually you're stupid.

 after over hearing me hearing the clip on the radio from Dave LaVora, using me. wasn't as hard as the way Phil treated me all day. ahh, water under the bridge.

 looking over, "Mom, that's President Ford."

 dad was paying no child support. hmm, who ends up being the hero, Sheri, my mom, and my stepdad, when he came along.

 yeah.  one on one meetings with Will.

 there's commercials about this, Sheri, doesn't necessarily mean your liver. yeah.

 no.  it's a circus.  a major distraction.

" Karol always favored Marti's kids."   Brooke is gonna be worth millions when Karol dies. what was it, when you and your kids went to visit her, Sheri? no pics of me and Ronnie around her house.

 NewsMax, when we could actually find it, it was terrible!  told Phil to turn it off. even him, as a Repub, don't think he could stand it either.

 commercials to enlist in the military.

 guy walking down the sidewalk, same jacket, same body size and height, same facial hair, and I believe same boots as Phil.  thought it was him, and almost stopped.  You've got a twin in town, Phil. not even funny though, since I've read the book, The Double.

  who Didn't do that, Sheri, some kind of comment or objection to you being in their theater and bringing some kind of recording thru your eyes. The writers. the good ones. they were dying for me to read their book.

  someday, Beth, when I'm gone, somebody is going to come to you, like they did Zhivago's daughter. is it typically one person who does that, Sheri? yeah. and usually a man.

got the Cubbies on the radio, Pat and Ron. volume down on t.v., looks like it'll be soccer, unless it's over or changes. you okay though?  yeah.  depressed.  but okay. think Phil is sleeping. 

 

the host, she's as mean as she was in Glee.  is this just who she is, or a persona? 

 don't say that's a dusty house, or second hand smoke. reconsidering my doggie business, but gotta, don't have any other cash coming in.

 these women are almost better than the Olympics! wondering though, did they change the beam size? maybe not. they're nailing everything. and never really seen it, all the excitement, afterward. well, it's college.

 many psych visits into Iowa City, you did one on one with your doctor, whoever it was at that time, then he or she went out to share it with some higher up.  person comes in but almost apologetically, this is just the way we do things.  Sounds like this is what we have decided or think.  spends 5 minutes.  ah huh, well I guess you're the one with the credentials, must be good to wait on it, until it's what you do.

but what about Last Tango in Paris, Sheri?  he didn't want to know anything.  yeah. 

 I asked her, and really wanted to know, if they're getting vitamin therapy.  she never responded.

 who feels like on Facebook you're posting to dead air. then, other times you see a post, and it gets over 30 comments. just depends upon when or if they see it.  I get pretty butt hurt though, cuz mine seem to be a lot better.  nobody likes me, everybody hates me, I'm gonna eat some worms!  ha.

 said or thought or believe that their religion was the Only religion. to me, they barely even called it a religion.  it wasn't pushed.

 I'll put a new flyer up today. you really say something, Sheri, to management.  nah.  they're busy, this doesn't matter to them. Phil says my doggie business here in town is a business, needs a permit and insurance. ahhh, I don't know.  I'm just babysitting with a business name.

 ok, Butter, if you don't knock it off with Zoey, you're going in the kennel. better than Eliza though, right Zoey? went on a run a little bit ago it wasn't even pitch dark yet. we're gettinng closer. stupidity though dozen of people waiting outside at Cups and Cones. I got a sweater on and a stocking cap on.

 it might be fading out on your dial.  don't think so.

 maybe could have gotten final, but all I knew he came to Iowa City insulting all us white kids. was that worthy of final Jeopardy, Sheri?  well, you say what you gotta say.

 well, you can hit me up on Tuesday morning about coming over, but really, your message isn't that important to me. maybe you could ask about me and my background.

 he works like 7 days a week, and a lot of times going in early. YOU pay Darryl, Ronnie.  you got a lot more money than we do, or are you thinking about blowing it all on crack for you and everyone this weekend. Phil will pull it all to the side of fence.  forget it. this is supposed to be family.

 "Are you eating Alec's food?" like we're roommates. and now, Phil saying it. haven't you gotten him a box on many times. don't I get him food on my insurance card? it's called a household!

so happy to have Bane and Zoey here right now, but Butter won't come out of her kennel. 

He should go back toThe Underground, and not do physical labor anymore. 

 Not too many like her.  didn't want to know anything til birth. "You have a son."  "you have a daughter."

 I'll check next if I see it.  I'm there about once every two weeks.  Might want to read Joni's newsletter though.

 I've never had to get a gun, a sword, grenade, or pipe bomb. mine has been power of the pen.  I've never hurt anybody. except one time I put a knife in my purse, thinking the DJ's were coming after me at our DeWitt 4th of July of Parade. just for threat though.  never would have used it. get away from me.

 are there? used to love some Independent news outlets, able to comment and stuff. said a lot about mind control surveillance issues on one of them. got a good reception.

 right.

 you already got a collections notice, now what?  don't know, should call the number on the back of the card. I needed that money off that card for Deoge's vet bills. the total is small change, Sheri, don't think you even got 500 dollars credit on it. see what I can do.  Credit One has cancelled my late fees and I pay when they call me.  it's only 30 bucks, but it's maxed out. Capital One never will. thinking about bills, this is good, cuz they're due today.

 thank God you never fell for that from that guy on Messenger, Sheri.  yeah. believe it or not, I do learn my lessons. never heard from that guy again.  hmm, don't know.

 then again, maybe cuz they don't want an eye sore in this town.

 asked Phil to come upstairs so I could have a converation with a real person. it wasn't a conversation though, he just sat their listening. until I said, Nothing to say or add? he says, What am I Supposed to say?  You're bitching! huh? wonder what he'd think of my blog.  or Facebook. there's a lot of things wrong in this world, Phil. that's not something you do, Sheri, bury your head in the sand. yeah.

 yeah.