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 will go into the bank for cash, and I just ordered checks, the ones with carbon paper underneath each  and I'm not getting a pre-paid card for stores.  just cash. Won't be buying Anything online.  wanted to do more in person anyway. $39.55 and $39.99 fraudulent charges showing up on online banking I'll have to absorb these. I think I'm safe.

 and they say I never explain.

 I can't really put my finger on it, but everything has gone slack, compared to what it used to be.

 Ana said of a sex scandal, why would that guy do that, when he knew he was a celebrity and everyone is watching him, and he'll be tarred and feathered. worrried. when I'm dead, they're gonna say I was a bad woman. this keeps going, making me feel like I'm a bad person. it's me, but why make it worse. steve bannon, I'm trying hard not to drink. don't even know how it happened, open secret with all of them. not really Sheri, it's always been happening.

 all of you, Leave Mike Lindell  Alone! there's enough Bud Light in the world.

it seemed to me, too liberal, and it's like, too conservative now. just trying to get news, and a lot a lot of videos of Trump.  to him and so many, it's still fake news on the other side.

 rarely', i thought that way, cuz he just didn't go there, mentally.

 he took the safe route. no idea how he knew. those that do ,it ends badly. I'm sure I'm blamed for that too.

 Progressive insurance is laying low, next to nothing, but talk about schizophrenia, they could pounce at any tme.  no trust. you don't mean that. you wanna know. hnm.

 the others, the targets, saying, they shouldn't cuz they're gonna be next. well, that's out the window for me, unless somebody tells me they are. I haven't done all the research, and experiences for nothing. P.S. on Garrison Keiler, one morning, he used, 'quiet desperation.'

everybody, Sheri, has thoughts they never act upon. they knew you had schizophrenia, or was it bipolar, they asked themseves, no trust. this all is very simple, Sheri.  you were/are your own worst critic. there's classes or seminars about that. 

 I read him, a few, his novels, and I tuned  mornings to his poetry corner on PBS, that's when I did extra reading that he was indirectedly connected me or talk to me about a bit of the truth, what people are saying or thinking. you know your parents, nor Jason are going to believe that. yeah. I guess I also have with facial expressions, even though a schizophrenic is not supposed to be able to read them.

 I play this game with myself, in silence, reading a face, tthem knowing, and typically not wanting to be in it, they might say something snippet to me, and I was taking notes of what I keep getting. the notes are somewhere.  I stopped doing it.  wrong or right? that I use a name, typically in all of media and radio their names the way mine has been used.  what are they thinking that I should be thinking, Thank you sir, give me another!  I''m not looking for punishment back, but it's  what I'm left with

Trump's speeches at rallies I get on You Tube, Never mentions, not even close, to finally ending Suspect Mind Control Surveilence Targeting.

 sending them back, and hoping for their media spreads the news, then so many won't be coming

but I'm not going there again.  you know, I do a blog that is public. if you're wondering, leave me a comment on here.

 I'll be in downtown Davenport today, all the great stomping grounds.  I'm getting a ride from River Bend transit. hoping for the best, my body, but I will wear a depends.

 last night the news mentioned that Biden and his admin,. I guess, will be joining Truth Social.  I thought they had closed it down, that site.  hmm.

 my daughter had a blood test early in the 1st trimester that told her, no abnoralities.

 I was thinking heavily from what vibes I was getting from everyone, that I only think about myself and then even my friend Jason said it out loud to me. my thoughts about myself or projecting it to everyone? well, I got my blog back.

 having talks is 'unrealistic..' well Reagan did.

 they talk about passive-aggressive people and about figuring out behavior in all social media I know it's just analysis but even my therapist doesn't do that

 i'm not checking it, and checking it out loud to myself what I've posted on them.