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look at how high Scott county (Quad Cities) is

the man takes a cold shower, says, When's my cold shoulder gonna come clean? woman cooks all day, finally says, the cake dropped and I'm nothing but dead meat. the boy takes the bike up to the store, he buys items, then finally realizes, I'm an itemized deduction.

today's poem (Misery) by Sheri

Misery The first misery was covered in tattoos that made art find it's way into your blood made the shoulder bone stretch an eagle's wing as if looking for home and not a perch the second misery was covered in mud hard packed as if to grow something not one single root wasn't exposed over the years not one cake on the boot would hid the sprouting toes the third misery was covered in saw dust enough to hide the surface of the concrete spilled with gasoline and beer and corn syrup and make it loosen the wakened sun in the corner the fourth misery was covered in water deep and deadly with a smell of sulfur when the hideous devil thought he'd get even all that was done with the misery was wear against the air you've breathed and spoken with and smoked with it was all out there like those words in dreams you don't even know you were using -s.m.g.

when he said people can never hurt him on social media

online bullies don't think they need to answer to anyone, and they get away with everything they are doing Like  ·  Reply  ·  Just now Sheri Grutz   online bullies are not one person, but several people who decide who they hate and want to come after, they don't use reason or reality, they use mean-ness and cruelty to try to prove their points Like  ·  Reply  ·  2 mins Sheri Grutz   online bullies will make sure you don't belong in the group, and use the group tactics to build themselves up so you are isolated and have to try to stand your ground against all of them on your own Like  ·  Reply  ·  3 mins Sheri Grutz   online bullies go after the intellect of the person they attacking, resort to trying to belittle your mind, life, and honesty about who you are a person, and using everything you've said against you in a total smear campaign Like  ·  Reply  ·  5 mins Sheri Grutz

going to the beach, us young kids would go into the resort condos to swim in their pools, enter as if the world was ours, no cares at all. visiting, waking early, going to the window and seeing the red ball in the sky over the ocean. my dad down there on the beach with his woman, no thought for me to experience this, no thought of my also time on this earth, no inspiration, but at awe over the sight, all alone, my own self, apart from my dad's self, taking it in.

my final thoughts

the internet is also coming between me and my man sometimes I think my life's experiences, plus all I've achieved in writing, and blogging has made me a much too strong person in many ways when it comes to what I have to say, my opinions, my attitude, I know I'm not completely innocent but it is not always a healthy debate anymore, or a good resource I still have a lot of things I want to do with my time on earth and I'm going to look for ways to live with this targeting there's nothing more to say bye

I've got name calling on Facebook, the Libertarian group, Linked In, and Schizophrenia.com...I've got Phil yelling at me and accusing me of ruining his job chances, I've got my parents yelling at me over basic life stuff, my dad telling me to go away and leave him alone, my daughter saying go away and leave me alone, not a single friend calling me or texting me,,,

The mere fact that Facebook allows this group to continue as it is with every other person accusing anyone who questions them a perp, but even worse than that, flat out 5th grade name calling and insults and put downs, just goes to show the degree to which the internet has taken in the last 10 years. It is really sad that we are leaving this kind of atmosphere and climate for our kids, when grown adults have to resort to such evil and awful ways of interacting with each other. Then to turn around and act all lovey dovey with inspirational quotes, encouragement and support, shows just how schizophrenic this group truly is. Going unmedicated, and going through trauma, though I'm sure over half on here have never experienced electronic torture, is a real combination for disaster. I don't know what to do about it, other than stay away, but I really don't want to run away from this either. I just know it's pretty damn bad on this site, and several others.

Plus, that's not how it happened, I just happened to get at wits end over targeting, nothing to do with Phil. I don't want to live anymore, I was called so many names today, and Phil still blaming me for his jobs. all of you, eat my ashes.

Sheri, I am asking you again to take me off your blanket e-mail list regarding subjects connected to your Mother and Fletch. When you get to be my age maybe you will understand. Just to add my two cents to the current discussion, although your Mother and I had different philosophies on life, I believe she is a good decent person who has her heart in the right place, particularly when it comes to Alec. I feel the same about Dave. On another note, your e-mails and discussions have become more macabre since  this Phil guy has entered your life. I realize I don't  know him. Obviously you think highly of him. I also know that I am not necessarily an expert on relationships given my track record; however, I have learned that if a person entering your life doesn't bring you happiness and peace of mind, you need to DUMP Them. Dad  

the on-going

Beth and Alec went to Creative Learning Center, Kid's Business, an in=-home worker while I was at RGIS, 3 teenage child care workers at the apartments while I was working, another in home worker who I fired,  go ahead and ask Beth. Sheri Grutz   < sgrutz33@gmail.com > 4:21 PM (10 minutes ago) to  David ,  Phillip ,  Beth this was all done in DeWitt, because my mother refused to watch them unless she was paid. We got on the waiver, when Alec was about 10 years old, then, things changed overnight.

This is one tough girl. My daughter.

though I'd share this email I just sent to my family and Phil, and a few state congress people

Why would you believe someone like that?  question from Judy. Electronic torture is not a belief, it is a direct hold over the head and body with the most unnatural pain imaginable, strangely the explanation was there first, and then the application of such. No, I don't believe everyone, but Ken Adachi had some sort of connection to the truth that was used for a purpose. Why do you want to spend all of yours and Alec's money on cigarettes, beer, and gas?   question every day by Judy, and hopefully this answers it. I don't buy pop, junk food, or go out to eat in restaurants.  I don't buy designer clothes, shoes, or give to any church. You don't seem to have a problem with people that do.  Leave Me Alone with your fricking nagging. I'm your landlord, because you can't take care of the bugs in your house.  statement by Dave Fletcher. In other words, if we can't take your stability away or crutch you use for subsistence, i

just now

dropped Phil off early to work, went to Veteran's Park in Bettendorf, waiting for my step dad to get done with Alec, parked two spaces down from the one vehicle there (it was 7 a.m.) looked out at the flowers, quiet and peaceful, played on my phone, 3 older men walking their dogs behind my car, and then up to the other parked car, my window is down partially, the first thing I heard one guy say, "He's such a nut job, putting that ladder up like he does..." they continued talking for over 10 minutes, before I moved down to the front of the park.

sheri right now,,

Is this a blond moment, or a truly corrupt admin?

POLITICS  06/25/2017 12:29 pm ET  |  Updated  3 hours ago Kellyanne Conway Defends Medicaid Cuts, Says Adults Can Always Find Jobs Reality check: Most of them have jobs already. By Jonathan Cohn X White House counselor  Kellyanne Conway  on Sunday came right out and said what so many Republicans are probably thinking ― that taking Medicaid away from able-bodied adults is no big deal, because they can go out and find jobs that provide health insurance. Apparently nobody has told Conway that the majority of able-bodied adults on Medicaid already have jobs. The problem is that they work as parking lot attendants and child care workers, manicurists and dishwashers ― in other words, low-paying jobs that typically don’t offer insurance. T ake away their Medicaid and they won’t be covered.  Appearing on ABC “ This Week ” program, Conway faced tough questions about steep cuts to Medicaid in the  Better Health Care Act  ― the bill t