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 I don't want to detract on my blog from the great works I've done on here.

 many cuz Colin tonight, he's in the know, and I'm trying to do the best I can. tired of that shit.

 even though I had the light on, and the front door open. thought they might hit us up on their way home, but they never did. wtf. I got about 6 trick-o-treaters.

 the problem is, Sheri, you question yourself too much!

 I got Beth 4 cute summer tops for a dollar a piece at Family Dollar, for Christmas. that's all I've bought.  I'm not doing any shopping online. I'm not adding to the problems of supply and demand.  Family Dollar should be safe. might buy my step-dad a gag gift.  he needs to laugh more. might send my dad a card with pics in it.  gotta find his address though. I hope my mom doesn't get me much.  They've been helping me out.

 that was so stupid, Sheri, probably even Mitch thought so, when you paraded him into the Abbey Hotel to meet your co-workers.  well, he was like a catch, and I had been lonely.  ha.

another person using you as an example of what not to do. that's not what Shane McCrae said. yeah, but that he even said it to us.  his class was in 2011, why would it even matter now. who knows, Sheri, one inspired tribute poem that you made your own. it's cuz of the bitch in the class.  I knew what was going on. didn't write again for a long time.  danced. water under the bridge Sheri.  that poem is gone. let this go!  you're making it worse than it was. ohh, idk!  with all the mass media here and inside my head?   so glad you were hanging with the dancers, and not doing another semester with the writers.  

 and maybe Jeff Bezos.   it's all been a wonderful waste of time for all of us.

 it was all crap anyway.  I kept the Richard Marxx poem though.  or at least I think I still have it.

 well, we were just in high school, and even the pros in baseball, throw the bat and helmet when they strike out.  idk.

 well, that dispels the Democrats argument that they won't be able to.

 wasn't anticipating I'd be in jail so often.  Linked In was a lot better back in the day, but I was sort of run off that site, it was a lot more active too, and I got good response if I'd post some of my writing.  did a lot of activism.

 and I've got lots of business cards.

 I think we've gone there about 4 or 5 times this year. ha. sorry, can't stay, moving on.  don't you think one of these times a job will work out, Sheri? no answer.

I heard one T.I. say he could see them when he did meth. ummmm, no thanks. 

 was removed. yeah, maybe.  it wasn't the same guy who hung up on me, then put my callback straight to voicemail.

even if I can quit for a couple months, my whole body will love me. never been one to say, I've been clean and sober for 25 years.  okay, well hoorah!  you're not dealing with what I'm dealing with.

 ZombieMombie calls that 'fighting' I call that having a different opinion, and expressing it. also, I remember discussing the difference between 'affect' and 'effect' and this woman said her teacher said When in doubt, use 'effect.' what kind of teacher is that?  I didn't say that, but she went on to imply or said something about ignorance. I just laughed, and dropped it.  She didn't even get a slap on the wrist. why would they want to create a place where everyone agrees.  it's not even possible. however, one guy did tell another guy that his was a stupid post, again, not even a slap on the wrist. now if I had said that, and I haven't, I would have gotten a 2 month suspension. starts to seem like it's the whole world.

 one day I was driving down the road that gets you to Scott County Park but the entrance wasn't there. I thought maybe I hadn't gone far enough so I drove way down the road, but nope. Then I went back thinking I went by it, and missed it.  nope.

 Fuckers.

 pharma says it goes to the highest bidder for vax.  the great USA says, that's just how the markets work. fuckers.  give the diabetics their insulin.  You're killing people!  Blood on your hands.

  my daughter, young, they changed her enzymes to generic, doctor had a fit, saying this opens in her small intestine, and not her gut. I've seen letters exchanged. he fought for us. and we won.

but Sheri, do you think Kwik Star is actually giving it back to the town.  ahhh, no. MJ's East does.  our schools. 

 so glad I never had a hysterecomy.  just suffered.  I don't think this is targeting today.

 I drives me nuts!

 most just want you to go away, Sheri.  nobody wants it, needs it, or cares about it.

 Jason was walking and saw me thru the window, consignment store in Rock Island.  ha.

 didn't feel comfortable using a choker collar to go for a walk, and I did mention, he looks thin, can see his ribs, but she said he's been having a problem with regurgitating, but I never saw that.  He's definitely a handful, loves to play, and a very loving dog.  and he was pawing at Deoge, but they all do that, just wanted to play. idk.  

 not sure yet, or whether this guy got the vax.  they all may have to go to clinic up the street to get tested. if Phil is positive he'll have to quarantine.  he gets paid for 40 hours a week irregardless. my gawd.

 woman there, I'd say 225 pounds, say to me, No, you should eat whatever you want, eating an over-priced bar of some sort. then showing us pictures of when she was young and thin and frolicking in California. ah huh.  never went back.

 and then they blame me for drinking.  ohhh, yeah.  nobody anywhere though, Sheri. yeah.

 Even though I've explained it til about bleeding my heart out. you, Beth, my dad, stop emailing me, Sheri.  Beth even blocked me.

 it's targeting.

 do you think you would have slept with him, Sheri. mmm, no.

 I wasn't eating.

 ohhh, bah!  every job is a fucked up lingering life that never lasts.

 People are still having sex!!!

I remember him saying he's gonna take care of me, but now he threatens to cut me off. I wish the real world wasn't looming. 

 to keep marrying, having kids, having fun? idk.  maybe.

 I hesitated. I may or may not have said, No, I wasn't.

 you should be honored by people, not punished.

 it's rare.  and I don't see Any of these people having chronic alcoholism. I've had it since 2004, when I was nearly killed. Zombie called this suspension:  Fighting. Sheri, they don't really need a reason.

 Kiss My Grits!!!

 all I said was one person who flags your comment, then you're deleted, gone, suspended, there's no over-site or people calling it right. how long, Sheri?   til December 1st.