never should have brought up, the house, the appraisal, and how we can even make here even With a payout, at 4 in the morning. he said he didn't need my negativity before he goes into work. okay. whatever. well I'm on my 4th cup of coffee, and been up since just after midnight. just not on the same page. and no encouragement about me making a new effort to quit beer. but I know people are rooting for me. the withdrawls are hell, but worth it.
just a combination of many things, social media, no free speech, after all the time I've spent, Phil's diagnosis, my fight for justice inching on 30 years of fighting, and seeing no light at the end of tunnel, thinking I'm doing it all myself, and can't get a simple reply of encouragement. plus I do everything to access, and getting burnt out so often, they made fun of me about that too, when so many people are like me. you think you got me figured out, think again! I've decided to stay on my blog, and keep Messenger, and the internet, but no social media posts anymore, but I haven't deleted any account.
never should have brought up, the house, the appraisal,
ReplyDeleteand how we can even make here even With a payout, at 4 in the morning. he said he didn't need my negativity before he goes into work. okay. whatever. well I'm on my 4th cup of coffee, and been up since just after midnight. just not on the same page. and no encouragement about me making a new effort to quit beer. but I know people are rooting for me. the withdrawls are hell, but worth it.