just a combination of many things, social media, no free speech, after all the time I've spent, Phil's diagnosis, my fight for justice inching on 30 years of fighting, and seeing no light at the end of tunnel, thinking I'm doing it all myself, and can't get a simple reply of encouragement. plus I do everything to access, and getting burnt out so often, they made fun of me about that too, when so many people are like me. you think you got me figured out, think again! I've decided to stay on my blog, and keep Messenger, and the internet, but no social media posts anymore, but I haven't deleted any account.
the greatest thing, all that, all those years, all those driving 3 hours to get there, was Beth got to meet so many different people. idk though, times she'd come home emaciated. she knew it too.
ReplyDelete5 years old on Luke's shoulders, didn't even want to see you when you came to pick her up. gave her, at young age, wings to fly.
ReplyDeletescrewed up though, at age 8 or 9, didn't write one letter to her, neighter did my mom, I was busy fighting for justice, she wanted it too, she may have had pangs. coming home on street on Boone, pulled over, pulled her out, got down on my knees and hugged her for a long time. we were both bawling.
ReplyDeleteShe's gonna make mistakes too, Sheri. She will. it's part of life.
ReplyDeleteThere were kids. lots thru all of this.
ReplyDeleteand then Beth as a teen counselor: Ok, people 3 points of entry into the canoe. Never got it right. ha.
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