all the unknowns, Sheri, how have you dealt with this, over decades. let's just say I didn't get by with a little help from my friends.

No.   Nobody anywhere, now, then, anytime knows what to say.  Imagine, and keep imagining being totally alone in your fight for sanity and justice.  nah, Sheri, it's kinda funny how they can't come around

cuz they got other things to do.  well, okay.  I get the feeling you should drop everything, otherwise, I was nothing, only in the past moment, which escaped like smoke.