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rough last couple of overnights

  well, didn't work, right when I'm falling asleep, jolt to the whole body, chills to my whole body, instant head pain out of the blue, only happens when I lie down at night, not when I'm sitting or lying down during the day in the man cave. This is ta…  See more Like Reply 4h Active Sheri Grutz I laid back down, and it got even worse, same fulll body chills, jolts, gyrating, head pain, but then burning on my right side, and sexual arousal out of the blue, because they're sick bastxrds. this kept happening, I might have sleep one hour then s…  See more Like Reply 18m Active Sheri Grutz they're only doing this to make me reach forr a beer, also to punish me for smoking. I haven't had this in quite awhile. Like Reply 14m Active Sheri Grutz the good news is, my actual withdrawls are pretty much gone Like

4 something a.m. my brother calls.

 yeah, I'm up, Ronnie.  "Sher it's hard being a woman out here." ah huh.  drunk and high, and thinking about me and other supposed good girls. just lay it down, Ronnie, our mother had a steel rod in her spine and didn't know how to fight back.

well it's the 3rd week of July, Sheri, is it still the best week to come to Iowa? Next week will be in 80's. Try then.

 Go on the highway (can't remember is it hwy 64, maybe just to get near there, turn toward Camp Courageous toward Monticello and Anamosa) All the wild flowers, sure hope they haven't burnt them, probably not, too close to the road, and then all the green fields pouring out for miles.  You heard that song last night, Green Grass and High Tides Forever.  yeah.  Phil came down, he was grilling, he heard some of it.

the X is playing good music tonight!

 after waking up with a lot of internal organs pain yesterday, I posted it on Facebook, then it soon lifted, has been gone the the rest of the day. and nothing has changed,  still lots of beer, barely eating.  radiation gas targeting. Idk, I've been feeling good all day and still right now. thank you my Lord.

What was that, Sheri?

 telling Hannah McCoulloh after my class in Conflict and Communication, sometimes conflict is good.  what was her reaction? well, she didn't agree  neither would Beth. They were both on Homecoming Court in high school. over-parenting, Sheri?  maybe.

I meant the ACLU.

 They do nothing for Suspect Mind Control 24/7 Surveillance Targets. Neuroweapons, direct energy, electromagnetic radiation, torture, and the military, mass media, radio, corp, industrial complex including neighborhood watch are privvy to this, have access to lives, homes, children in the homes, minds, including dreams, the surveillance goes with the head of the target, anywhere, everywhere, around the globe. the worst is electronic torture, neuroweapons. I demand this to end!  compensation and restoration.

my daughter

 haven't heard yet, but we've had this test done before, I think twice in childhood. took awhile, her, drinking the sugar stuff, then the getting blood draws, repeating like 3 times. everything was okay. thinking of you, Bethy.  you'll let me know. for diabetes.

would have joined Young Turks after party online tonight, but they want about 5 bucks to do it. well, that's two tall boys.

 I still don't get it Ana, transgender, or gay after having kids, being married.  doesn't this go against nature? loved Bruce Jenner as a man, and I wasn't very old.  and why did Barry Manalow have to end up gay. sorry I didn't join the discussion.  I'm listening to the Cubbies at my desk, not coming in very well, and trying to chat with whomever on Meta.  see you tomorrow, Ana.

Steve Bannon, you and your guest, whom I don't even think is from America, he says Don't even kid yourself, Biden will run again in 2024, and a whole bunch of other shit this guy said. Well Biden will be 86 at that year. also, Sheri, is anybody poor on his show? no. also Sheri, do they even acknowedge thru all your yrs of surveillance, the hard work the Dem party does? no they don't.

 YOU had better, Sheri, not start thinkin' it's cuz you're schizophrenic!

I'm still upset about this.

 Woman I may have seen on t.v. before, writes a book, comes on Steve Bannon's show, The War Room, slams being raised by her mother with Democratic policies, says it all kept her mother and maybe siblings, poor.  Well, yeah.  She did what she had to do.  wouldn't we all like to be rich!  Is that what you're trying to say woman on t.v.?  The American Dream. Never even says how thankful she is to have life.  These are the Pro-Life people, Sheri.  oh fuck.

Don't do that.

 "She's gone, aunt Kay, one of my childhood best friends, dead, and I never got to say goodbye." Kay:  "i never got to say goodbye to Molly (her daughter) either." don't make it you.

you gotta be fucking kiddin' me.

 when they say/have said I think it's all about me just cuz I about threw that Christian book away after the first line. gonna defend yourself?  nope. they say you keep talkin' til your dying day too. ah, geez.  don't we all.  well, there are things you shouldn't say, Sheri. cereal?  like what?

when you took your mom and your daughter to mother's day brunch in town, paid for all of it including a decent tip that I didn't even realize was required, came out of gratitudity, found out later, and she still pocketed it, told your mom and your daughter the dentist you'd seen filled the wrong tooth, just cuz it had an indent in it. it was targeting, Sher!!. how mornings did you eat a pop-tart at work on break under extreme direct energy, and feel that tooth pain. it was the wrong tooth, and wouldn't have helped anyway.

I also remember in the 90s the radio program, noontime luncheon and discussion with Many in media.

 I'd go out to my car on lunch break, and listen to it. so sad, Sheri.  that was what you went to school for. did you eat lunch?  don't believe I did.  but I had a Coke. but sometimes I walked on my lunch break. one time I rememember, I was sick, and running a fever, but needed the money, and had to stay on the job, and had no health care insurance. came home and took my daughter's antibiotic.

MyCleanPC is a huge scam.

 I think they just locked down my puter on purpose to get me to buy. there's nothing wrong with the modem either. couldn't do anything for about 40 minutes. they offered me a chat, and I told the young guy, you're a big scam, and I think your fucking locked down my  puter on purpose. he says back, Please no abuse.  Only professional language. I told him, ah huh, Get real!  They last scammers have your IP address, Sheri. yeah.  but anyway, now I'm getting in online.  looks like it. fuckers.

well, if you want to know...

I posted on Meta a memory of getting bomb threats in high school, in DeWitt, way back when. idk, maybe that gives other people ideas. I know I didn't threaten anything. but that was their reason for the jail time. 

what exactly happened when you were pregnant and doing data entry with your mom for the Ross Perot campaign.

 well, I voted for him.  think my mom did too. come to find out, he had dropped outta the race shortly before the election. and they talk about voter fraud today. should have been elected, Sheri, all that American sentiment into your ears. all I needed was their name and address. well, long ago, get with the situation.  Oh sure!

you think he grew up a Democrat, Sheri, David Burke, neighbor from childhood?

 all us at Kim's house, got the canned chili out and bread.  did he eat all of it?  he did.  no apologies. vaguely, right?  the story you wrote about him, the drum set he had.  yeah. what was the most interesting that you wanted to know though?  his dad was a diplomat. never met him or saw him.  David Burke.  red hair and bright blue eyes.  what happened? they moved.