just a combination of many things, social media, no free speech, after all the time I've spent, Phil's diagnosis, my fight for justice inching on 30 years of fighting, and seeing no light at the end of tunnel, thinking I'm doing it all myself, and can't get a simple reply of encouragement. plus I do everything to access, and getting burnt out so often, they made fun of me about that too, when so many people are like me. you think you got me figured out, think again! I've decided to stay on my blog, and keep Messenger, and the internet, but no social media posts anymore, but I haven't deleted any account.
the cycle of abuse, Sheri, it shouldn't be shocking to anyone. called the cops one time, He's verbally abusing me. they come to the basement door, very softly I said to them, Don't let him put this on me, he's a narcissist. we come upstairs, first thing Phil says to them, She's a schizophrenic. I said nothing, but the one cop told me to go in my bedroom. I didn't stay in here long though. he thinks he can say anything horrible against me, and I shouldn't defend myself, hands down, while I beat you. What'd the cops do? nothing. said, stay away from each other.
ReplyDeleteyou're in a summer dress today, Sheri, after a great bath. you get over it, what he said last night? not sure this time, there's very little dirt on me, and he used it like everyone else. You told him to join them. did he understand that, Sheri, all the fucking hell you've been thru?
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