just a combination of many things, social media, no free speech, after all the time I've spent, Phil's diagnosis, my fight for justice inching on 30 years of fighting, and seeing no light at the end of tunnel, thinking I'm doing it all myself, and can't get a simple reply of encouragement. plus I do everything to access, and getting burnt out so often, they made fun of me about that too, when so many people are like me. you think you got me figured out, think again! I've decided to stay on my blog, and keep Messenger, and the internet, but no social media posts anymore, but I haven't deleted any account.
but he's one of the only men who's good to me in bed, good to me about eating, just good to have him here. he said to me the other, We're in this together. yeah. I'm not going to my mom's for Thanksgiving, or Christmas. she's I'm getting drunk and talking terribly to her and about her. but I suppose it's okay when she does it, like saying I chose Phil over my son, and for God's sake your daughter has CF, why are you smoking! all kinds of shame.
ReplyDeleteI did buy everyone gifts though, so I'll drop those off, and wish Alec a Merry Christmas, tell him, We've had a lot of good ones haven't we, the apartments, and our house. yep yep.
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