but if he takes me somewhere, I could put on a mini skirt, got lots of em. or a dress. he remembers like a month later, never says anything on the spot.
when we went on the boat cruise, I wore this long like 50 button up brown dress. got that in some thrift shop. it fit me good, but Phil didn't care, he was too excited over the ride, and I think I'm the one who paid for those tickets.
just a combination of many things, social media, no free speech, after all the time I've spent, Phil's diagnosis, my fight for justice inching on 30 years of fighting, and seeing no light at the end of tunnel, thinking I'm doing it all myself, and can't get a simple reply of encouragement. plus I do everything to access, and getting burnt out so often, they made fun of me about that too, when so many people are like me. you think you got me figured out, think again! I've decided to stay on my blog, and keep Messenger, and the internet, but no social media posts anymore, but I haven't deleted any account.
plus, we're probably not getting married.
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ReplyDeletewhen we went on the boat cruise, I wore this long like 50 button up brown dress. got that in some thrift shop. it fit me good, but Phil didn't care, he was too excited over the ride, and I think I'm the one who paid for those tickets.
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