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how could he, Sheri, Steve Bannon, slamming schizophrenia after how well read you are, how well written? disregard, all the time. no person with mental illness asks for this. are you gonna say Never Again to him? idk, I just want to correct it.  

 she knows how much it means to me to hear from her, and get pics of her kids, Beth. I might say one thing wrong, (in her eyes) and then she withholds everything from me, intentionally. I tried explaining it to her husband, and he tells me he doesn't want to talk to me about Beth. never heard from the guy again.  and won't. Arthur Miller.

 blames all my counter arguments on schizophrenia, and not taking my meds yet today. "that's worse than a blow to the vagina, Sheri."  tell me about it.

 he'll try to pit my whole family against me cuz he can't win. he can't shut his fking pie hole!  I Am A Wonderful Woman!

 what all my mom's kids have done to her. Phil gets all serious ans shit when I tell him. Ronnie taking everything from Christmas at our houe. Sheri, your mom needs to read "One Hundred Years of Solitude"

 no.  you're the dumpster in the room.  well that's a little better.

 my mom had a mild panic attack this morning. idk.  do you think it's lack of oxygen? not sure what we all cause each other.

 He needs to get off his ass!  Phil hates him. well, his mother needed to get off her ass. now it's all charity, her, and them.

 well, here we are, Phil, me and Eliza girl, same way you left us, listening to music, got the fan and space heater at the same time.

 I'm going all haywire on him, "Well, Sheri, my dad's coming to pick me up, we gotta get to food pantry before they close." bawling, Jason.  nothing matters with me.

 now he's run away. Jason, everybody comin' down on my ass! for what reason?! been told on Facebook, not everybody is as strong as me. well why the fk not? get over your sensitivity and get on my side!

 did I not say to Beth, after a CF appointment, sitting in a restaurant, Iowa City, she was age 5 or 6, if a man assaults you or tries to take you, Go to a woman.  did I not instruct her about just about everything? the melinialls, Sheri.  huh?

our favorite woman up at Mac's, We don't give gifts, just food. I'm startin' to come around to that.

 oohh, shit, it became static a long time ago.

 powerful writer.  Denzel, she's more powerful than Moses. thanks for That book, The Poisonwood Bible.

 People and dogs come and go.  ha, she's getting used to it. she loves it all.

I spent $71 dollars to send Beth's large, heavy box, and I was expecting a call sometime Christmas morning, but couldn't get ahold of her til about 3 o'clock, I was so pissed, then my mom told me Beth and her family aren't opening gifts til Tuesday.  why? well a simple text would have sufficed. Phil left at 8 a.m. to his son's, and didn't come home til 5:30 p.m.  no text. He said I couldn't go with. and when he did come home, I could just read it on his face, he's gonna be leaving me to move in with them, he's been threatening it lately, and taking Eliza girl with him. the only thing that made my day was my brother Ronnie. we spent the day down in the man cave, watching the Packers, muted, with Christmas music playing, snacking and laughing. my mom made me a picture book of just about my whole life, pictures I don't remember seeing, can't even recognize my dad.  wow. 

 gone today from 8 a.m. to 6 p..m.   with his sons.  already been with them yesterday.  what a fker, Sheri. said I couldn't come.  unbelievable, Sheri.

  Phil keeps threatening me that he's leaving me. usually happens when he's terribly unkind to me, and I retaliate. gotta be kiddin' at Christmastime?

you haven't. do not make what I have been, a standard.

 similar here, and she got her kids, and Nick ended up later killing himself. not the daughter though, she's here somewhere, and doing art, I think.

 no they don't. could you ever relate to this man, mom? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LlsMPC2Hcsg

 she says no one is  allowed to drink at Christmas Eve at their house. These are their rules, she says. such a fking hypocrite, all the years she drank at the Grutz's at Christmas. I'm 53 years old, mom, there should be no rules anymore. couldn't wait to get outta your house when I was pregnant, and living with you.

 these other targets think people are there talking into their ears, called V2K. no they're not.  it's manipulation of your own brain.

  Dear Family Inbox Sheri Grutz   < sgrutz33@gmail.com > 7:32 PM (1 minute ago) to  me it's me, Sheri, daughter, niece, sister, mom, grandma, significant other. I'll tell ya what, it hasn't been the best as an older adult, in fact, it's been terrible. Life is limited if I don't get outta Suspect Monarch Mind Control Surveillance Targeting. I'm the elephant in the room, to all broadcasters, media, and radio. Not only that, All corporations.  Schools, etc. They sure as hell knew what they were doing when it was established. I Never Wanted This Fame! My gawd, won't any of you fight for me?

 

 I still haven't deleted this notification.

gonna pick him up some Omega-3.  and we got cans of tuna and sardines last time shopping. 

  most important issue of our lifetimes: Suspect Monarch Mind Control Surveillance Targeting. gov/corporations/military/industrial/media/mafia complex. psychological behavioral tactics seeing thru the eyes of the survivor two-way t.v. and radio into ALL broadcasters globally Voice of God screams sabotage in all workforce places data surveillance phone surveillance the use of neuro-weapons to cause electronic torture radiation affecting Every part of the human's body forced speech kept awake sexual arousal out of the blue caused mental disorders street lights going out at night when the survivor drives by, even from a block away watching the survivor's dreams and manipulating them community policing since the survivor is labeled as a criminal lies, deception, and/or omission from any who has knowledge rumors about the survivor that set up further abuse pops and clicks and sometimes bangs coming from appliances and the wall of the living area online abuse when you speak the trut...

 

  I didn't write this, it's from a friend of mine on Facebook, and it's so spot on, I had to share. 3 types of people right now on Earth. 1. Those who are too brainwashed, & Or in denial to even be able to comprehend that this isn't really happening. 2. Those who understand what is happening but are too afraid to voice what they know for fear of judgement. 3. Those that understand & are willing to fight for their freedom & put themselves through ridicule in order to not only save themselves but the entire planet!

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