The things I notice not having Alec living here anymore, no more peanut butter knives put back into the drawer, no more 4 empty juice boxes by 5 empty puddings on the coffee table, no more blankets unfolded and thrown everywhere, no more space heater burning up the living room, no more slammed doors in the garage going out to swing, no more water being left on outside, no more knob on our lights being torn off, no more Christmas music coming from the basement and competing with my music, no more bath time covered in markers stains....oh Buddy, miss you.