just a combination of many things, social media, no free speech, after all the time I've spent, Phil's diagnosis, my fight for justice inching on 30 years of fighting, and seeing no light at the end of tunnel, thinking I'm doing it all myself, and can't get a simple reply of encouragement. plus I do everything to access, and getting burnt out so often, they made fun of me about that too, when so many people are like me. you think you got me figured out, think again! I've decided to stay on my blog, and keep Messenger, and the internet, but no social media posts anymore, but I haven't deleted any account.
how did it feel right at first, having a man living with you? I believe I told him, I wasn't used to it. I don't think he really was either. He used to get Alec ice cream bar with his beer when he went in. I remember posting on my blogs, I'm so lonely. yeah, but now, the good, the bad and ugly. my one friend told me I didn't set boundaries. it's not like me, I've done it with my son.
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