it's not good. I got suspended on sz.com, saying I'm combative, which is ridiculous, no I wasn't, but I'm also not passive, I fight for things,, and I'm calm while doing it, it's good to be calm around my doggies, it's why they like me

 I came out to the living room to talk to Phil about what transpired on the site,

and he blew up, "You think I want to hear your internet drama??"

I really needed to talk to him, he knows my online life matters,

I spend a lot of time on here.  and I screamed, You don't know what a relationship is,

all you want is a place to stay, and sex!  then he went down to his man cave, screaming something

about my mental problems, yeah, like that's My fault.

And Jason is asleep, and no Beth, well, she doesn't want to hear it either.

Phil can't defend me one day, everything is by myself.

Well, it's not good, because now Im going to get beer.

I'll have a headache, stomach ache, and might be vomiting in the morning.

but I've got my acid reflux med now.

but it will sooth me right now.  so sorry.  never meant to disappoint.