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 Sheri, your town is not caring.

 it's the end of the month, just wanna get free food today on my insurance card.

  what do T.I.'s do, Sheri. put somebody way up there to look to. well, people, look to me! I'm high profile.

 he's not even that great, Sheri.  jesus.

 

 isn't he married by now?  aren't I stuck with Phil?  why the fuck.

 my gawd, Sheri, can you have Any time alone? umm, No. Phil says Why are you listening to them?  for music, and to find stuff out. You listen to the radio too, Phil, and so far your Erie station hasn't indirectly hit me, but I'm still waiting. "Nobody is watching you."  geez.

  This day is the anniversary of my near death thru electronic torture, 18 years ago. it lasted up to two weeks, but at the time, I had no idea this was even possible. fighting thru the most powerful, excruciating force field over my head, everywhere I went, and no one else could feel it! But I survived, and have gone on to tell the world about it.

  doing commercials for Handicapped Development Center, 90 % of those workers and staff working with the disabled are terribly overweight. hey, Quad Cities, terrible example.

  went from hiding behind the exam table, to coming into what needed to be done. my daughter

 my daughter cast as a small girl, performance, she says,  "Can I come in?"  in a mousey voice. fuck the teachers, Sheri, she played one of the biggest instruments in middle school and high school, what did that say?

 my vehicles are not high on the list to be stolen.

  the feedback from any action, words, thoughts happens when least expected, off guard, caught in the reprieve.

 Clinton, Iowa.  USA.

 in the hotels and Alec playing his music, and you playing the radio, and Beth trying to watch cable t.v. mass confusion.  but you've always bought headphones. idk.  no plug in. but many times, taking advantage there of their gym, working out. it didn't need to be absolute like all the media said in 2014. yeah.

 we went in, first time, sat in the small waiting area, waited 15 minutes, he comes out and says to us, You need to just come in. Beth went in, he tells her in other words, this guitar is crap. She tells me, and I say that was a waste of 20 bucks, we're never coming back. West Music, Davenport, Iowa.

 you wanted an escape, Sheri.  thank you, Ronnie.

 best feature?  runner's.  dancer's.  worker's.

  Dear Ms. Grutz, Thank you for your recent correspondence in which you asked for help with regard to a legal problem. While I appreciate hearing from you, I regret, as a United States Senator, I am precluded from intervening in matters of a legal nature. If you have not already done so, I would urge you to contact an attorney who would be in the best position to take actions necessary to protect your rights. Accordingly, you may wish to reach out to Iowa Legal Aid at (800) 532-1275 or the Iowa State Bar Association at (515) 243-3179. Again, I am sorry I am not able to be of service in the matter. Sincerely, Joni K. Ernst

  couldn't reach Willow. let her out to the backyard, she jumped the fence, not a small task, found her hanging out Like  ·  Reply  ·  5m Active Sheri Grutz at her house across the cul-de-sac/ got her on her leash, brought her back. laid the whole time, we had her pillows, still ate breakfast and supper, only on leash to go pottie and poopie. Relieve yourself, honey!

it seemed to be when the roots were driest. you know a thing or two, Sheri, let the roots dry out. 

  I wouldn't go so far as to study up on many recurring categories to get better at Jeopardy, but I think the big time winner has been studying up on poetry. she got a few right yesterday. she didn't get cesura though, but I did. can't believe I didn't get the final question right, Vincent Van Gogh, it was worded tricky, not really what he's known for. she got it right, though, the others didn't.

  Last week they aired a white young guy, maybe late teens, standing in front of a hospital, they aired him, saying he saw all the dead bodies coming out, about 16 or 17. First question, why was he even there, and able to be there, no mask on. does he live on the block? then about 2 or 3 three clips later on Lester, they aired a family standing together, mourning the loss of a shooting victim in the family, and it looked like the same young man on the left of the whole family. unless he has a twin, I'd say he's getting paid.

 I made colored fliers today at the library.  their printer could take cardstock. I made 5 of em, didn't have, didn't have enough small cash and change. they turned out great!  wrote my phone in strips so people can tear it off. They've made Word a lot easier, it's all right there, no searching. Tomorrow will be nicer weather.  I'll go out and put em around town, maybe Grand Mound too. I'm also in the process of making a yard sign. there's a place in Rock Island that does them. I'm only making one, but she said I'd save money if I made more. it will cost between 40 and 50 bucks.  I still got a hundred dollar bill from when puppy was here. 

 they'll be even worse tonight, at winning. gotta tell Jason, Yes there is a college championship game. I just heard Bill Stage talking about it, didn't catch the date. I always thought it was the winner of the Rose Bowl. I should know this by now, but I forget. and why so late?  I thought Bill was saying betting on the game, so seems like it hasn't happened, and I'm not seeing it on social media. and they never talk about college ball during the NFL games.

 when I was pregnant, I told all the Grutz's, you know Angie, Sarah, and Brooke have a sister somewhere, (do you think they know now?) and I have a cousin somewhere. Grandma Grutz says to me:  "I fixed that birth so good, so that child would never find us." hmmm, the Grutz's.

 

  I think I submitted Forgivable Charms to about 3 poetry chapbook contests. never won, but I did get a note back that said, This is very dark. ha. yeah. not really dark, as in, evil, but deep down dark depression.

but Windstream, my wifi connection is now bagging me $88 a month. I've got to call them today, or figure out a cheaper way to get a connection. 

 a lot. they can't feel it. You don't do that, Sheri, in response to others. happens all the time on sz.com, Facebook, and with Jason.

mainly cuz I never had it as a kid.  Mostly, you weren't drinking.  no.  unbelievable, Sheri, thru all this fucking targeting.

 well, I hate when they put kids on psych meds, but didn't want to ruffle feathers with everyone all over again. Marvin is hearing voices.  I'm not too proud of what I've said to him.  He never unfriended though.

Paul Gigot never did that to you. but he never gave you anything either. would have been a laughingstock.   but it's been all your adult life, doing the best you could, and then shut down. mostly, not always. 

also, Brad, it's a deep down  also, it's a deep biological thing when things are going badly, the most irritating feeling with no escape except beer. my whole body and mind is addicted to it. Enter You sent my mother used to trigger me into drinking.   it's a relief mechanism. the sabotage at work.  could be anything.  too long, hard, losing everything fight, to just blow it all off, Phil, like you.  He doesn't drink for the same reasons you do, Sheri, he's a target, and he's not mentally ill. also, glad I am, was searching for the spelling of a word, and the first hit came up on Bing was, Plagarism For Students:  What you should know. I wish to God I had just kept dancing. after everything I've done, that's all they know me by. only cuz you're a target, Sheri.  This happens every day, you find it on Facebook.  I usually don't say anything though. and look at all they've taken from you! it's just the fucking media, Sheri, nobody wants t...

 I'm a very open person.  nobody puts filters on me.

 called up to the ER here  to ask if they do Rona testing, she told me  they need a referral from a medical provider to do it there. I told her, okay, my man is showing all the symptoms, so I want him to get tested, and just to be safe I want to be tested to. She laughed at me.  and said, I don't even know who this is, or where you live! well, you can try asking me. I said, I was hoping to get it done today, but I'll see if he wants to wait and see if he can get into his doc tomorrow. she told me, like I was annoying her, Walgreens in Quad Cities does testing, and so does Hy-Vee. like I should know that.  it changes every week, even on the news the places like factories are  mandating shots, or wear a mask and get tested every week, the employee on t.v.,  even said they don't know where to get tested.  Plus it's all going to home kits, not sure how long that would take to get here, and I don't trust the accuracy. I told her okay, thank you, bye. B...

 it might not show up til February. it's supposed to be bigger than we've seen, more than 3 dollars that we usually get.

 I just let them all know. fuckers hacking me everywhere I go.

I'll be more productive off the sauce. 

 last week it was 0 or below, and he's always cold in the house, always running the space heater.  My daughter got me a new one for Christmas. it's really nice. he hasn't had one beer at home since he's been sick. not sure if he'll go back to that job, but no idea what the doctor is gonna say, if I can get him there. if he doesn't, I'm gonna try to get energy assistance again, since both our income now is social security, but I'll claim some cash I've gotten from doggies.

 the article said, he was a psych patient. ah huh.

 don't know how long I've had the new one, but one of the shelves cracked, and for quite awhile now it's been leaking water off and on onto the floor.  it also makes popping sounds, and that's not from targeting, someone else said that too. They just don't make em like they used to. I was gonna get one with chipped ice dispenser on the front, but it didn't get good reviews. I like the freezer space though, over the old one.

 they air the Get Upside App, same commercial, not a new one from them, about 3 times, or more, an hour. this has been going for over a month. I guess they're trying to drill it in our heads. yeah, well, my head doesn't like drilling.

  Joni Ernst sent me a letter recently saying that I mentioned a medical condition and that she may be able to help with that, just to fill this one page form and send it back in. I'm going to, but under the medical condition I'm going to put, Suspect Mind Control Surveillance Target. that's all I've been contacting them with, so her letter is ridiculous. I'm heavily medicated, see a shrink every two months, sometimes have a therapist, have excellent insurance, so no, Joni, I don't need help with schizophrenia, unless you mean PTSD, those therapist are few and far between, so I'll write that down on the form too.

 I'm gonna have to do this on my own.  I've already asked Phil several times to take me there.  I'll call first.  I think there's still a repair shop in Wheatland, Iowa, about 15 minutes away. these poems were pretty good.  Not sure if I was drinking then.  of course, rarely, if ever did I drink when I was writing.

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