just a combination of many things, social media, no free speech, after all the time I've spent, Phil's diagnosis, my fight for justice inching on 30 years of fighting, and seeing no light at the end of tunnel, thinking I'm doing it all myself, and can't get a simple reply of encouragement. plus I do everything to access, and getting burnt out so often, they made fun of me about that too, when so many people are like me. you think you got me figured out, think again! I've decided to stay on my blog, and keep Messenger, and the internet, but no social media posts anymore, but I haven't deleted any account.
when the doctor came in, what did the hygenist say to her. She's a smoker. not really, I've quit many times. do you wanna see pics of me running races.
ReplyDeletegrandma Grutz said about stepmom Pat, she holds it in, the smoke. Should she really have deserved a lung transplant. should be going to CF'ers. she'll live another two years, that'll be it. just tells ya what money does though. Richard had to raise money for his. He got B-cepacia from another CF'er. We didn't know at the time. Think I gave him a hundred bucks. RIP.
ReplyDeletewhat was strange after supper, raising your kids, going into your bathroom and having a smoke with the overhead fan on. Beth went into her bathroom too. no idea what she was doing. Many people said it's denial. alright, never did want to smoke around my kids.
ReplyDeletesmoked heavy writing that letter back to Will Palmer over my washer in Iowa City. I guess I went back over Christmas to check the mail and stuff. mom had the kids, DeWitt.
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