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 Sheri, if you're gonna call me up on the phone and talk about dumb conspiracy theories, I don't want to hear it, and I don't want to be your friend. what'd you say back?  nothing.  and I won't. if it wasn't for other people, where would you be, Sheri?

 he said, Well, in moderation.  I wanted to say that Never happens with teens, and it has never happened in our family.  ha.  well didn't matter, Beth has never had a drop of alcohol.

 very good friend, and neighbor, Chris, she had all the newspaper articles of winning at running pasted up on her bedroom. one day she was running her mouth, and we were walking down the street, and I said, Let's go!  took off.  she raced with me and I almost beat her.  She wasn't a sprinter, Sheri, you were.

 the Franzen's in town, gotta be, have been and are, the hardest working family in town. Catholic.  or were. I don't believe any of those kids had any problems.

 should we try it again?

 Dead.  young.  never did know the whole story.  legend though, in this town.

 don't you think this was a little excessive? well, you looked good.  I guess. plus it was hotter than hell in there.

 wanted me to report him, never did, wasn't even mentioned in parent/teacher conferences, wish and hope he knows now about Trifaka.  he might.

 he tells me, Federal government.  I said, well, who pays the government?  it's us!  said nothing. and you think and they've always thought this about me it's all for free.   oh shit.

 the greatest thing about Ed McMahon, the band teacher, he kept his cool.

 sure hope to hell she was challenged by that. they were doing it in high school biology class in this town, how many parents said, You're not teaching my kid evolution. They could have been fired! one of the one times I saw Hannah, at the time I was in a class on Conflict and Commucation.  told her sometimes it's good.  could tell by the look on her face, she totally disagreed. think she could lived with the Grutz's Sheri?  no.  She wasn't prepared for the real world. for God's sake, her mother taught Lads and Lassies.

 quite a bit I think.

 wish I could get long time family friends in town.  Reference here to Adelle.

 I said nothing. Karol never had kids.

 the female audience, and money.  it's not even rock and roll anymore, the Q.

 came back home, and that's exactly what I did. think anybody at that time would think today you'd still be in it. no.

 yes.

we got beat 1-0. nothing happened. was it a pitcher's game? yeah. the kids had the starter's mustache glued on. getting excited? ha, yes!

 that I was being a sore loser. you gotta be kiddin' me.

 how many of yours?  a lot.

dad, Mary, and us, mom comes in, I guess to pick us up, "He's got to leave me alone." I was mad.  I loved Mary.  scolded by my mother over that reaction. No more Mary. when it's done, it's done, dad. should never have never wanted a wife and another woman.

 She wanted to go to the Ledvina's living in the house you grew up in. No clue, Sheri.  She had no clue.

 Goodbye. we got you on the radio.

 youngest child there, I thought, well, what the hell.  they took her. come to pick her up after a week there, found her on Luke's shoulders, filthy, exhausted, looked like she hadn't eaten. looked at me at first sight like, Who are you? probably the the best time of her life, Sheri. yeah.

 she was there, watching us.  if it got into a fight, she'd go nuts, trying her best to keep the peace.

 My daughter is pregnant! Their second child. Doc said since Trafaka, many CF'ers getting pregnant. it's almost like normal life, isn't it??!!!!! so happy for them. gonna be a grandma again.

 they call it that, conspiracy theories, but I call it Truthers! Jesus, your best friend Jason, Sheri, how many know the truth, and not Him. might have passed by him, like many times I've said it, but doesn't accept. oh fuck. keeps coming at you about this.  stick to poetry, Jason, if that's how it's gonna be.

 they never wanted to pay you when you came to collect on your newspaper route. your dad. your grandpa. how have you found it to give, Sheri.  no idea.

 doggies gone.  just hangin'.

 she didn't call me back for 2 weeks. The phone goes both ways, Nicole!

 all she ever wanted was to be with me, any room I was in, such a bond, but never demanded All my attention. She was my running buddy, sprints, and she loved it. she was helper raising my kids, all I'd have to say was go get him Deoge, wake Alec up, and she'd go running downstairs and lick him. she thought she was me. when we went to the dog park, she never barked at another dog, but they all barked at her, just walked away, and did her own thing, this was her time in the park. she never sniffed other dogs butts, even if we went one of the walking/running trail.  she did look for other dogs though walking when we got to the trail behind the swimming pool, there weren't many,still she never barked, just wanted to touch noses and say Hi. she loved kids and they loved her, so shaggy and cute. she didn't like it though when a neighbor dog would come running thru our yard. one time with one of, they went jaw to jaw through the screen door. this was Her house, and we never mo...

it happens a lot for the mentally ill. 

that had to have been the worst night in bed i've ever had. whole body shaking, dry heaving an couldn't stop coughing, eyes getting matted and re-matted with gunk and burning and couldn't stop itching them, body going from hot to cold ever couple of minutes, restless leg syndrome, cramping foot., pinched nerve sharping.. I think I got a lttle bit of sleep though. took 3 Trazdone's and rolled over and didn't move or make a sound for 4 or 5 hours. . I'm slightly better today.  

 plus I've smelling direct energy gas. can't believe we got PBS in today, watched a great documentary. I can barely type.  see ya.

the first day is always the worst. fucker Phil better not make me come to beer again. 

 

 pretty hard to sleep.

 Pete the office manager took me on a tour of the WVIK studios in the same building. he was trying to prove me that nothing is set up in there, and none of the broadcasters are watching me. did it work? no. and I was pissed he tried confusing me like that.

 in my opinion the biggest escalade was in the 70's into the 80s. and continuing.

  woman watching us, going somewhere in the car, and while she was driving, baby on her lap. or the dads, letting his kid sit between his legs and steering… RIP, Neil Padgett. when your boys won state basketball all you said was thanks to your beautiful daughters. oh fu-ck, they weren’t even yours. and they didn’t even care.

 bawling.  couldn't help it.  "dad why is she crying?"  didn't last long though, did it?  no.

  I wanted to tell you something, but not trying to detract, when my daughter was in ohhh about 5th grade, a girl, classmate, said she wanted to have a Down syndrome baby someday. they’re so cute. my daughter may have said something, but likely she just walked away.

 when I first laid eyes on my baby son, I knew he had it. I looked ahead, wondering what this would be like raising him. then Phil Mathis came in and did an assessment, and it was true.

 I believe some woman in the office of the father's adopted her. heartbreaking movie, not this book though, they had about a 6 year old boy with Down syndrome in a crib, and they told him his dad was coming to visit, but he never came, and the boy said, "Daddy?"

 they've got a sister out there, and I've got a cousin. Grandma said they fixed that adoption so that child will never find us. geez, the Grutz's.

she didn't even tell Dave that her husband John wasn't his real dad until he was 14. He said he had/his mom had, something about his mom's side and he could send me a copy, but he never did. I always think of this around St. Patrick's Day.  Want Beth to know, and keep it.