Ok, so I guess I can't say anything I want to

Got it.

What I try to tell Phil and my family,

yes, we can raise my meds,

but these thoughts on targeting don't go away.

I still have the thoughts, or it pops in my mind,

but with the meds I'm just not bothered by it,

or I don't rise to the occasion.

I really wish everyone, everyone

understood schizophrenia.