PTSD

In 2004, I was tortured to near death with direct energy weapon system force field over my head and body that crippled me

to the point of losing bodily control.  I knew I was in trouble,

and it lasted weeks upon waking.

Later I found out I developed PTSD from this experience by driving

in bad conditions and having cortisol rushing through my body

from my kidneys.  then the dreams, awful.  then every smell,

sensation, picture, thought, graphic or violent image would trigger it.

I've still been hit all these years, but never as bad as 2004,

so when a person wants to recover, and can't, they drink.

Look at any soldier's story.