ah huh, well, if you truly are schizophrenic, you can go through a year, or more having the best year of your life, even then, intermittent experiences of prodromal symptoms, but you think your'e well enough to go off of meds, then Bam! you're knocked on your ass. spirituality doesn't work for me, since I've had delusions I fought that I should die a martyr's death, and it all leads to heavenly rescue, when in fact, it's science, and physical phenomenon.