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Answer to the View: as if mental illness is criminal, unusual, or deemed defective. What is the staying power here, all normal, static, and on the grid? I sure hope you keep the distinction between what is supposed Average, status quo, and in line with reality, versus, the subversive and marginalized.
I just feel like I'm in a bad movie, and I stopped acting, and started living a life of constant betrayal by no longer caring about giving my best, its such a defeated plan or agenda when I know I had so many good years, positive, healthy, creative and helpful to my community. I've been just existing the last few years.
24 hour surveillance of me everywhere I go, including, seeing from my own eyes 24 hour phone surveillance and data surveillance the people watching me are all of Mass Media, including radio DJ's, Hollywood and corporate America, plus any major spy agency, but it all goes globally too hearing my thoughts, watching my dreams, and using pavlov's dog on me being hit hard to the head with space weapons in the form of electronic direct energy pulsating tailbone, vibrations through tailbone interrupted sleep Cointelpro, stealing of personal intellectual property stalked on campus by a love interest
When I was very healthy, a few years ago, before I was bullied physically and verbally out of my job over my mental illness, these mind control behavioral modifications were not needed. There were head aches, but not electric headaches. The thought again of being a good looking sex slave was high on their list. The thought that the watch was interesting, and that fighting wasn't needed, just to live my life and not be bothered. There is some truth, since I'm depleted in nutrients, though I eat lots of veggies and salads, beer consumption is the only numbing agent. I'd like to think I can change, and get back to where I was and see about playing by their rules.
My blog is now getting at least 25 hits per post. My posts are being read on Thinkers and all of Google Plus. I now have an ad on Facebook that will reach huge numbers of people. I have my own business page on Facebook for this campaign. I've scheduled all all email event for June 11th with the subject line Free Sheri!. Please join me in my fight.
When the internet came out, I was fed every clue and indication that I was being watched by Mass Media. It took me years to find the right website that told me it was human experimentation and surveillance issues that covered every aspect of my life. When I was experiencing forced speech in my late twenties, I knew I needed help, so I got on medication. I was told that if I did not stay on medication, I would lose my mind. The diagnosis was schizophrenia. I did not listen, and thought I was well, until 2004, when I was sitting at my computer, fighting for justice on MLK day, and I emailed Ken Adachi, and he emailed back, "Are you experiencing electronic torture?" I asked him, "What's that?" Then within a half an hour, I was bathing in radiation coming from my computer screen, pain, and direct hold over my head, like fighting through a force field. This continued for several weeks, at my job, at my church, at my house, at the store, plus, the trauma caus...
Man wants to take off woman's high heels, she says, I'm not falling for that. Young boy plays video games while his mom is petitioning, he says, But mom, I'm Taking Action. Girl at the swimming pool sees man having a meltdown, she says, He's going off on the deep end. Old man has a bad knee, says, From going to too many joints. Young woman does the dishes by hand, says, Too many automatic withdrawls.
My Certifications include: Peer to Peer Medication Manager Pet Sitting Food, Health, and Nutrition Healthy Aging I've also done classes in CNA, CPR, First Aid, Safety in the workplace, and Safe Food handling.
I've heard it said, when you're feeling happy, you hear the music, but when you're depressed, you hear the lyrics. There is some truth in that, as so many of us feel it speaks directly to us in the words, but the sounds are something we don't actually process. For awhile there, I was into electronica music, and I could feel how magical the song presented alternative sounds. It truly is 'feel good' music. If you ever want to apply to Harvard Law School, on the application, they ask you if you can play either the piano or the violin. To be schooled in music takes a whole person dedicating time and talent and attention, but it's not something people go around with this badge. My cousin Molly was nearly forced to play the piano at church, something she hated, but it must be like riding a bike, you never lose it once you got it. Since it's known that I take 3 anti anxiety pills a day, the greatest part of my day is when the music comes on, feelin...
I guess we hit a chord with homophobe with you. I'm left because the major hierarchy of injustice is done from the right, from restrictions, and curses, and mostly determined exclusion from the table of what the needs are. The Repubs only care about a set of rules that strike out against anyone who makes claim toward justice. Really, truly, the Dems are all about the judicial system, and the Repubs are all about balking it.
Space weapons hone in on the individual head, they target one such individual with gripping electronic pain, and they do unseen damage to the livelihood of the person being afflicted. Never before in any time in our history has the targeting of humans been off the charts. Never before has this country seen more suffering at the hands of the few who determine such causes. It's a trial against humanity, and a never ending death grip of forces against average American citizens, something that should make everyone pause, and realize, the forces of evil are us.
Obama was supposed doing the law of the land, and having oversight into campaigns and elections, whether he ordered an informant to be a part of the Trump Team or not, remains to be seen. Obama acted into what was presented to him at the time, that Russian collusion was a possibility, yet, he didn't come out with it, because he didn't want to sway the election, and let the chips fall. Where are they right now for Trump?
there's just very little substantiated claims to childhood onset. A person gets full blown schizophrenia in their 20's, after the brain has fully developed. A child is a resilient, creative, and unmasked being who can create or develop his or her own ailments that are doctored to their own choosing, usually resulting in years of psycho analysis only to be proven that the situation is false on all forms of tests. Absolutely never should a young brain be on medications, and absolutely never should a school age kid be given every indication that they are weird.
The APA has created a denial of anyone put into the system off guards by accusatory tampering from gov. They have been addressed often from the T.I. community, and continue to practice their grubby hands in the determination of lives without actual help. They are in brain science, and yet won't come to aid of those of us who are subject to some of the worst conditions imaginable. If I can school an intern, this would be it.
The reckless out of control Repubs in the state house here have privatized Medicaid, and what it meant was cuts to services, especially respite for care givers of the sick and disabled, total lack of access to certain cares you want, or need, and the closing of many sheltered workshops across the state, leaving the MR population without a job to go to. The system has got so convoluted that even basic care givers don't know if it's coming from Medicare, or Medicaid, and where the two remain separate is beyond me. The disabled are fighting for their lives under Repubs, and you may see, very soon, a total revamp of the Americans with Disabilities Act, as so many threats come down the pike.
Donald Trump has appointed more circuit court judges than any other president, and Dems are allowing this to happen. When faced with making a decision on someone who can't talk about the law, or abide by the law, tells you how reckless the Repubs really are. If they had it their way (which they get with power, prestige, religion and money) they would reverse every major landmark decision in the nation.
Fiction is a lot like, Say it the way it really is, and Poetry is a lot like, Say it in a different way. Most all of my writing could be for a 5th grader and beyond, since I've got nothing to prove with elevated language, I'd rather images and use creativity in the process. I've always loved the English language, and I'm forever grateful for a good translation of a poet who didn't use English. I've tried hard to learn Spanish, and I know a little bit. I doubt it was helping me much to do vocabulary words and quizzes. I'm always a bit envious of other families that speak one or more languages to their kids. I'd like to use more of these words in my poetry, and more words with sounds.
How to..type: you start by memorizing the keys according to which ones are closest to which finger. It takes time and practice, and you should start with learning words that are within your first two fingers. I took a class in high school, and plus did a lot of it at home on an old electric typewriter. Too many young people don't know how to type properly, and I think my daughter is one of them. As a writer, I would lost without being able to fly across the keys. How to..draw: if you don't have an image in mind that you want to draw, what I do is just put the pencil on the paper and just let it leave a design, and when you look further at the design you just drew, you can make smaller images, or fill in with something that it looks like. How to.. live instead of die: The first time I heard the song, Help Is On The Way, a terrible dark feeling deep inside was what I was faced with, total death, but it was contained with my psyche like inside ...
Triangle The prism is dipped in light and cuts the room in two like angel food cake the pyramid is a dial on the sun maximum strength to hear God's shoes all about the talk is the Illuminati even on money and lacking worth with a little ding the instrument is playing child's songs while the cheese in a box stands alone.
Van Gogh was not born a genius. His early works were all sketches in black and white, and then he discovered color! It must have been like entering heaven for him. His mental illness grew more and more acute, and the works got better and better. He didn't not many friends, and those in life were not loyal to him. I have 3 reproduced prints of his in my house, and my favorite is the sanatorium where he was doing well, and quite possibly should have stayed, but he had strong yearning to be out in the fields. Van Gogh shot himself in the heart and died about two days later, a terrible agonizing death.
Ok, Phil, I just made my concoction: velvetta shells with bacon, cooked add two small cans of barbecue pulled pork add one can of drained string beans stir well top with dry box of stuffing spoon melted butter over top cook for 30 minutes at 375 I'm game for this, you?
The wedding reception was a great turnout. they both wore pretty white dresses, they looked gorgeous. I didn't see a cake. The venue was nice, and the people were all friendly. we sat with an old friend of Phil's, so they got reunited. free tacos and free cans of beer. they couldn't have asked for a better day.
Square The window comes off like a stamp and I send myself to you, Phil, living in a box of clothes meant for parties all the dice are rolled for luck lost in translation the throw pillows are full of what dreams are made of when the head feels no pain and the picture frame is evidence
imagine what you think it is, and then multiply it by 100, people just don't even realize the concentration at the top is causing so many, even those traditional to voting Republican in dire straights, real hardship and their teenage daughter's getting pregnant, and their parents needing direct care, and their own mental health failing. The disabled in this country are the poorest of all, and this should be a disgrace across the board.
don't get me started on all the myths surrounding Obamacare. I have a daughter who was on it, and if the expense is on the poor, marginalized or disabled, they can get a tax credit. If the expense went up for everyone, it's because finally employers were forced to pay health benefits for their workers, what do you get, more people on the books, and higher costs across the board. So what? Hospitals don't cover the costs if you're not insured, so if they claim no income, it comes out of Medicaid. My state privitized Medicaid through a soaked Repubs majority, so what do you have to say about minority rules? What it did was caused cuts in all services, closing of sheltered workshops, and in return, so far, no savings. They spent double to get it started.
identity politics is sometimes a given for Republicans, they don't think it needs protection, but when it comes to defending yourself, the 2nd ammendment is always there for them. They won't take on real progressive issues because they don't want to lose the Religious Right. Republicans are more free to have greater opportunities for things like health care, jobs, and relationships. They don't understand that government is for the people, and if they really love all the troops, they'd love that service mentality, instead, they are the least likely to volunteer, give money to charity, or trust anyone down on their luck.
“Two Countries” BY NAOMI SHIHAB NYE , CONTRIBUTING EDITOR Skin remembers how long the years grow when skin is not touched, a gray tunnel of singleness, feather lost from the tail of a bird, swirling onto a step, swept away by someone who never saw it was a feather. Skin ate, walked, slept by itself, knew how to raise a see-you-later hand. But skin felt it was never seen, never known as a land on the map, nose like a city, hip like a city, gleaming dome of the mosque and the hundred corridors of cinnamon and rope. Skin had hope, that’s what skin does. Heals over the scarred place, makes a road. Love means you breathe in two countries. And skin remembers--silk, spiny grass, deep in the pocket that is skin’s secret own. Even now, when skin is not alone, it remembers being alone and thanks something larger that there are travelers, that people go places larger than themselves. This poem is excerpted with permission from Naomi Shihab Nye’s collection of poetry,...