just a combination of many things, social media, no free speech, after all the time I've spent, Phil's diagnosis, my fight for justice inching on 30 years of fighting, and seeing no light at the end of tunnel, thinking I'm doing it all myself, and can't get a simple reply of encouragement. plus I do everything to access, and getting burnt out so often, they made fun of me about that too, when so many people are like me. you think you got me figured out, think again! I've decided to stay on my blog, and keep Messenger, and the internet, but no social media posts anymore, but I haven't deleted any account.
it's because people are scared of me.
ReplyDeletethe response is not as shocking as the message. silence. We've left auditoriums, my son was slightly verbal. I asked my daughter after about 5 minutes leaving the sold out show, Now what do they think? She said, They think nothing, mom.
ReplyDeleteI do silence too, usually in the form of absence.
ReplyDeleteI guess it was slightly celebrated. the Pause. I wrote into my plays.
ReplyDeleteand the All-silent plays may have left an impression. it seemed like a natural progression to me.
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