Scary

Scary. The pdoc nurse just called and told me that I told the pdoc during the phone visit that I DID want to raise my AP to 9 mg. Liar! I listed all my reasons why I'm just fine on 6 mg, having very little side effects, and no positive symptoms and do NOT want to raise it to 9 mg, and risk weight gain. This was an unbelievable conversation with this nurse, and I wish you had heard it. The mass media heard it. I continue fighting for us, you guys. Yeah, I'm going to take the fucking 9 mg, but what happens then when I don't shut up and go away, and keep talking about my losses, my near death, etc. If I get into a fog from this, and sleep all day, I'm going to be livid!