Since you probably won't buy or read my book One Never Knows, I'm posting my one, and only, masterpiece, right, now!
From Eve’s book of
prose
Being directly
related to
the strange
carvings in the cave,
the hard head, upon
the wand,
the precision
of the wrist, to get the gist,
passed down through
the internet,
I bet I’m
human experiment.
The decision to rise,
the collision of
the sun,
carving designs, no
signs,
lopping off branches
of knowledge
hanging over the
ledge,
bits and pieces fit
the premise,
of falling
for the snake,
each fruit sealed
with ideas, wasted,
choice cheese and
full-embodied wine ideas, untasted,
sucking out the
poison,
spitting out the
seeds, a handful
to create a stalk
through the night
after night, stalking
the sleepless night,
climbing the hill,
the sun on my back,
collecting the
thoughts, picking up
words, wind
whimpers on the way,
exchanging them for
songs, stench
and saliva
kept between two
lips,
that can’t get a
grip,
the next trip up,
a man along the way,
a stray day,
an unhooked look,
a cookbook,
a hard wind on
the back, a fall of the heart
plasters the face,
tears in a sweaty
palm
in palm
in place of beers,
jeers from the
jaded room in place of
hearing waves in a
June moon,
it means stop
and go
and fly and know,
the moon we put foot on
foot’s the bill,
pill down the wrong pipe,
the earthlings
linger like stardust
heaven or bust,
perps are hovering
heavy breath
down the wrong pipe
into the women’s
restroom
you’re a
specimen,
perps are collecting
a jar of stars
the satellite is
snatching
God’s purse
strings,
dreams, their means,
sucking them out like
pollen,
controlling the
weather, no cover,
botherhood, a
headdress actress,
stages of grief,
brief rages,
their cage, look
their way before decomposing,
stay composed,
scribble, dribble,
whatever,
we won’t scramble
the moments for you,
raise ‘em with a
hey diddle diddle
dish ran away with
the spoon,
sooner or later it
won’t matter.
This is not my day
I’m making
this my field,
I don’t yield
much
with wild oats
that were rote ten years ago,
dreaming
of toy boats in flooded moats,
sorry has no Sally,
rally a prayer
into another sky,
another try,
gone
before it reached the
ground,
shoveling around,
“look what we
found,”
“find out
what’s inside,” a player opens the file,
saves what was never
given, dreams,
streams of
consciousness, a means to a
wishy washy end,
dirty laundry,
fantasies, poems.
and what I decide, or
ride,
uncertain curtain,
give me a break from
the past,
give me a day that
will last,
but they want
control of this here mass,
a massive live
wire
pulling any hymn
from the book
of my cooked thoughts
making this place
everything and the
kitchen sink,
leaking, day’s
breaking,
pulling the rug,
pulling the plug
from the radio
stars,
scratching
off records,
flushes the scratched
face,
the hot facade,
prying open any roof,
I’ve made big
mistakes
and big meals
dealing with the
devil,
took a position on
the team to the river,
it flooded like an
unforgiver,
a ruptured wound,
pitching stars
and bursting seams,
like a team, like
self-esteem,
but not,
the hit still
below the belt, the welts,
and trying is
like hiding,
but not,
Orion hunted all
winter
for shelter,
never fits,
time flies away,
another way
of saying put up
and shut up,
We’re all in this
not belonging no for long.
There’s a long book
I want to read,
but sucking on a milk
reed
I’m looking for
healing foods,
angels, eagles,
anything but
anger, and oh no, he
knows,
it shows, but I
suppose
doctors, the patches
of ice
were an
accident,
Senators, this
generous ground
leaves my stand
unfounded,
the birds are leaving
no sound,
officers, my sense is
common,
my sixth sense
has bottomed-out,
mother, all this
cloud cover,
brother, they tagged
you out while you were scoring,
neighbors, believes
are blown like money,
lover, I’m getting
over it, see
a wren, plucking or
stitching
over and under the
treetops,
attaching the other
side where its greener
and cleaner,
lover, I’m calling
the white lies over my head
‘morn of the norm’
but the sun’s a
laser,
a razor,
lover, how I’ve
changed
the clouds in the
open wound,
pooling red at the
end, it won’t stop,
these saturated
clouds
thrown on this town,
I’ve found no
comfort
and lost the point
of it all,
stuck,
steering into the
wind,
staring into the
hole,
lower than a sower
can give handle to,
men in black,
nothing being
buried,
transplanted,
coming back for more,
more programming,
immediate network
connection
ivy on the ivory
radio tower
cramming the
story
down the throats of
the baby birds
newspapers connect to
me,
hot head,
paper-maiche,
shreds of evidence,
painted over, my
disgust rusts,
rustling my letters
in gusts of wind,
nothing discussed,
laying their lying on
the line,
vibes on the fine
line I’m walking.
I want to see the
inner workings
in a body of water
sealed with the
skills of the schools of fish,
the vibrations of
whale calls
that don’t need a
line
or a cheap
find,
the island will
catch a faint cry,
and try to use
broken pieces of unspun sun
on the surface
and turn those
vibrations into a smile,
a mile out from
returning
to the truth:
ruthless and
rootless,
holds water to the
reign
of goodness,
never thanking
someone
who made the
difference, helpless
no address given,
dress ripped open,
how to unknow
by mending the
sickness,
the naked truth,
how to know,
by finding the
witness,
the naked truth,
I’m my own
and when I turn,
I am the naked part
of the end of the
world,
kept covered over
by a water-battered,
color-urge,
verging from
embracing,
then crashing into a
memory,
assembled just
so,
my one rib dissolves
in a daily meteor
shower,
is gone, my guilt
when the moon spoons
up
the runoff notions,
drains what I think
and what I think
remains in ink,
a dirty soap ring,
the filth of the soul,
still filling up the
square
full of would
be painters and partners
turned tainters and
stainers
putting picture
to dreamscape
which grows weeds
and tobacco and greens
and bulbs, the shape
of all things,
flinging into the
air,
plowing
the precious plenty of genetics
stored in a growing
field,
vulnerable,
unbalanced meal for
many,
portions of thought:
air
portions of dream:
water
portions of
replacements: shelter
served yesterday,
today and no rest
to the way I’m
posing for
invisible people
without poise in the
aftermath of one’s laugh,
sick and tired of
plotting the graph,
the downhill curve
of my thigh, they
know
like the back of
their hand,
hits where I can’t
see,
its so stuck to
me,
a leftover woman,
reheated,
coming out in peaks
in the form of
lava, honey,
adrenaline
forming a sticky mess
on the underside of
the roof,
the mouth, it tastes
like
an unfathomable foam
mixed with lightning
for sour hours,
everything undone
has been done,
left alone, on
purpose,
just left of the
garden,
the eyes have grown
and eat the would-be
words right from their mouths,
you can’t save me,
I can’t have you,
I hate you, you
can’t hack me while they’re
hacking into me,
you’re wrong,
you’re right,
it’s just a song,
don’t fight,
it might be me, I
want to be free,
then agree,
I’ll leave,
then believe,
a snake bite,
a late night,
now the symptoms,
a stake in the
garden,
still burning,
a stump in the
garden,
still waiting,
heads turning,
still learning,
the earth is turning.
It isn’t like
turning to salt
or gold,
or turning yourself
inside -out
til you’re old,
the chance of
anything turning out
or returning to you,
the tide’s just a
ride on the sea.
This sky comes up to
me and says,
You must be as much
tree
as possible for me to
touch you
and I say, “Oh, I
am a hundred years up on you,
already I am a
cypress,
my dead branches made
for gentleness,
sway me.”
I remember
the sun was setting
red silk on the sea,
two
pelicans were setting a course,
nothing
but unabused power.
I believe I had to re-type this whole poem over to get into digital copy. If we ever do get back to Rozz-Tox, I'll read it to my friends. I may make a video, we'll see.
ReplyDeleteI wrote it in my late 20's.
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