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The whole point is to leave me out, Fuck you all for caring so little for my rights, Beth should have been calling and texting me over procedure for doing services for her supposed guardianship, nothing, typical Beth. I've done this over 20 years, and listen up, I'm not dead yet. All I get from Beth is hatred so she places that over my obligations for my son. She takes a position that I Granted, it was my choice, but I never laid down to die with my parents using some kind of authority to keep me under their thumb. There was no inclusion here, there was no working with me, it was total takeover.

I do not care one lick what that lawyer has to say, especially, me, living with little money, and him thinking that all of Alec's money should go into savings, that's for people who have money, like my parents, who would have left me homeless if I hadn't gone deep into credit card debt. Guardianship is granted when something happens to the birth mother, and if those aren't my rights, then the laws are bunk, the laws are violating me. Sometimes, even in your family, when you disadvantaged, they will go out of their way to bury you.

It still seems as always that Russia is there to do the dirty work, and yet out president wants to trust him, it's just not true, he has literally killed so many Syrians, the history of Russia is to repress any religious affiliation, so he sides with the Palestinians, it just seems the Muslims get tossed around all over the globe, cuz Putin killed so many Arab Muslims, but Trump does his part in threats to Iran, basically because Obama sealed that deal, and he wants to remove anything Obama, so Israel uses the U.S. for that aggression, and Putin makes claims on the region to keep trying to be an outsider, what a liar!

Untitled poem

Untitled poem by s.m.g. The rush of twenty-five birds, one for each year, went through that blue vein there gone before you know it in a clear drip hanging from a silver lining. The ways to fly are unwrapped from these square rooms a ball or a kite or a heart-drenched love affair. The rush of an engine, you find the pulse, but all you count are your lucky stars, the blackest eyes when so many are watching. Rarely will you ask me a question, I haven't answered your prayers. Come see the body in everything, physical and fierce, angles taken from your point of view. Do you see it? Our youth.

I call in for work the site says available 8 am to 5 pm, but I call after the noon hour, get the recording, after calling continuously until 1:10, I leave a message. She calls back saying they were on lunch. Listen.....you're not over worked and don't need over an hour lunch break. Phil takes a 15 minute lunch break and he's going 6 miles a day pulling cable all day. give me one thing I hate, it's women in the office.

I'm with Trump on this one....get off your knee assholes, you're getting paid, oh fucking shit.

Suggestions for Change.org: let us view the entire list of people signing the petition. Create a way for us to not just sign, but goes right into our Congress person's email from our district. Offer some kind of service for a petition, free E=cards, downloadable pictures for holidays, not so doom and gloom. Create an atmosphere of less is more, such as, don't saturate the whole site with thousands of petitions, work on one at a time.

When I posted a picture of myself as suspect Target to the MK Ultra Survivors group, Adam Jeffery allowed several people to attack me, continuously, and then ended up banning me from the group for asking him to clean up his group. Facebook and it's groups are catering to T.I.'s by the truckload, and aren't seeing what is wrong within. He went with popular opinion against me, and couldn't see reason. these people are so messed up, and shouldn't be running groups. I'm not joining any more.

check out this picture of the First Lady. What are you thoughts? I'm not giving mine.

Here's how this whole thing started

here's how this whole thing started. I wanted to work, but had two disabled kids, so I asked my mom to watch them, she didn't want to, but told me, I want to get paid to watch your kids. The greatest thing happened, Alec got off the waiting list for the MR waiver, so I could get staff to take care of him while I worked. Then the suggestion of CCO came up, and it seems good, because it wouldn't be an agency, I could hire anybody I want to be his staff. Sooooo, I hired my mom, my daughter, and my step dad. Probably the wrong thing to do. Then the suggestion came up that Alec needs a legal guardian. Well, any day, I could die from targeting, nearly have several times, and I'm on psych meds which could cut my life short, so I said, I want you (my step dad) and my daughter to be legal guardians. Ohhh, boy. Now EVERY decision is made by them, I no longer get to write up the goals, approve the hours, get calls and meetings from the case manager or the broker, and they hold the...

Boy, does he ever got them whipped, totally manipulative....and check it out, they want to pay me for hours with my son, my God, I'm not his staff!

I am sorry to tell you that Alec never asks about you. I will not be telling him anything about you being in Des Moines because it doesn't matter to him. I am not saying this to be cruel although I'm sure you will take it that way. Because your drinking comes first, which was obvious over Thanksgiving, and you could only allow one hour for Alec, it just makes sense for him to stay here long term.     We will compensate money from his check to give you for the hours he is with you.  He has a lot going on now with his social events. We have now added the Fitness Center  twice weekly. He will start bowling once a week in January. It just makes more sense for him to be here because gpa will be doing all the driving.

More silly jokes by Sheri

Woman goes into the grocery store and says, I forgot my list, Well, I guess we'll be chicken winging it tonight. Boy lost the key to bike lock, and he says, Now I actually will get a free ride. Girl gets to be down about her boyfriend, and she says, he can't even lift a veil. Woman makes good on her promise of losing weight, and her husband says, Wow, that was a slim chance.

Dear Bruce Willis: I had a dream about the middle class are going to be hit hard, it was a very technical dream, even though I don't understand it all. I wish I'd have a dream on how to keep Obamacare for all the sick and disabled, or a dream about getting religion out of government, or a dream about keeping funding for sanctuary cities, NPR, and PBS. Most nights I'm working to solve mind control targeting.

I got my son today, we got ice cream and ate it in the park, in the 50's, then we walked up to the bridge in the park and did Pooh Sticks, then did some equipment, then we shopped, he got his own cart, then home and he did the swing, then we did stickers on the wall, then he had spaghetti with garlic bread, then he took a short nap, then back to my mom. It's possible my son has schizophrenia, but it was wonderful.

Our car

2005 BUICK LACROSSE Miles: 154K ONE OWNER, Loaded with equipment including leather seats ... See More Turn On Turn on selling features for this post to get more interest and easily post to more groups. Like Show more reactions Comment Share Comments Sheri Grutz   Phil and I are buying this car today. Like Show more reactions  ·  Reply  ·  8 mins Manage Sheri Grutz   We've been without a heated car for so long now, V8 engine, CD player, heated seats, no rust, cruise control, keyless start, and remote entry.... Like Show more reactions  ·  Reply  ·  4 mins Manage Sheri Grutz   total cost is 3500 dollars.

My parents won't allow me to have my son because I drink too much beer, it's the lowest form of black mail ever. I haven't seen him in over a month. They claim they have the right through legal guardianship, something I allowed thinking at any day, I could be gone, dead. It's not meant to be that way, even the hospital told me that, it's only if something happens to the mother. They say they're done with me. Anything to silent the targeted schizophrenic, and to remove instead of repair.

I can't even fucking believe this, Phil saying I do nothing all day, and the months I spent supporting him out of work. Yeah, I'm coming home tomorrow, early, and leaving him to find his own way. He wants me gone. When I'm stricken with being watched, I don't feel like doing much, and all he does is blame me. If the mess is half yours, do yourself asshole. I think we're done, and he'll leave me with a huge credit card payment, bills to pay, and a broken down car.

Elijah is a young black guy who smokes too much pot, we are in the psych ward this year, and he wants to touch my hair. No you can't. We talk about perfectly good food going to waste, these drug addicts just needed a place to sleep. We color, a lot. We laugh. We pray. He says he has big plans of going to school, starting over. I tell him he doesn't have to have it all figured out, I'm 47 and don't have it all figured out, just get a job. I give him leads. We keep saying, Mindfulness. I leave the ward to him dancing down the hall in a gown.

Out here in the real world, you can come forward to your manager, or HR with a sexual harassment claim, but you can't wait too long, and many times you need someone to prove it actually happened, such as someone who viewed it or heard it. We need to realize that harassment takes on many categories, such as harassed over mental illness, sexual orientation, or religion. What it seems comes down to is your word against the aggressor, and the employer will not always do the right thing, so you are forced out of your job. This is what happened to me.

here's a sample of This Sky I Know

In-voice They wanted to break my mind and set it again aligned to a whalebone, the impossible chance of catching them inside the depth of my thoughts, the voices like little fish swimming in and out of its mouth, now caught, now free, the broken mind aligned to the hands of the fishermen, the bones that don’t hold but break like a clean sun over the edge of the horizon. The sea was pushing me farther away, my mind broken and then set with a whalebone big as the voice of God, nothing to hold it but the loose nets of time where the moments rush through like water, the carbon in the sky and nothing to copy but a more permanent form of insanity. Posted  8th February 2010  by  sgruts

The Magic Beans

The Magic Beans by Sheri Grutz One day when Jack was walking home from school, it had just rained, and the leaves were blowing drops down on his threadbare clothes, and pot holes in the road were filled with water, and he went jump-2-3-4, jump-2-3-4, jump-2-3-4, Splash, at an opening in the sky he saw a vivid rainbow what seemed to be right over his house, but he was distracted by a flier nailed to the cafe porch pillar, so he approached it, and it said: Guess How Many Beans Are In My Jar and Your Future Will Be Golden -Wizardlark, upstairs Jack had heard of this man who came to town from California, that distant land rumored to have gold and sun so bright you'd need to wear a straw hat. He had never seen this man though, and wondered why he came here. Jack stood and thought about it, then slowly entered the cafe to the stairs. “Don't you be tracking in that mud!” Rosie said from the counter. Jack found a rug at the landing of the stairs, and h...

good luck getting any American to give a donation

Islamic Relief’s ties to terror are well known. The Russian government has accused Islamic Relief of supporting terrorism in Chechnya. Israel has banned the group, labeling it a Hamas front and arresting the organization’s Gaza Program Manager, Ayaz Ali, in 2006, for providing assistance to Hamas. At the end of 2014, Britain’s HSBC bank cut ties with Islamic Relief over concerns about “terrorist financing.” Reports show that Islamic Relief has sent millions of dollars to and received tens of thousands of dollars from groups related to al-Qaeda.  Along with ISIS and al-Qaeda, both CAIR and Islamic Relief have been named by the government of United Arab Emirates (UAE) to its official list of terrorist organizations.  The Chairman of IRUSA is Khaled Lamada. Lamada is also the co-chairman of the Islamic Circle of North America and Muslim American Society (ICNA-MAS) national convention. ICNA has been linked to terrorist financing and has used the web to promote a number of terroris...

Snow. a creative essay.

Snow. You either love it, or you hate it. One of Wallace Stevens most famous poems, “The Snow Man” is taking this element of nature, and creating a way of looking at ourselves: One must have a mind of winter  even Emily Dickinson said, If it makes me cold to the bone, then I know it's poetry. Consider Frank O'Hara, always on the go, right up to the minute: It is snowing! Or William Carlos Williams, calling it a painted scene: beyond the hill is a pattern of skaters Brueghel the painter concerned with it all has chosen a winter-struck bush for his foreground to complete the picture  Robert Frost felt almost guilty to be caught in the glory of the woods: He gives his harness bells a shake    To ask if there is some mistake.    The only other sound’s the sweep    Of easy wind and downy flake.    When they don't know what to call it, they call it snow on the tele...

take a look at this...totally thinking of Beth.

Tax breaks, Trump. I don't really think their kids need to go to the paved in the great universities, but you need to remember those making over 100K, supposedly the middle class, are not giving anything to charity, less than 3% in my state. All jobs being created are low paying, usually part time jobs, and if the corps had more money, they'd buy another company to saturate the market, ask more of their workers at higher production rates, and decrease the value of their products.

Your orange hoodie

Your orange hoodie by s.m.g. You left your orange hoodie on the black bar stool pumpkin at night suspended in time forgotten the next day they had it there for you carved and with the smell of a blown out wick 3 days later, you left your orange hoodie in the black booth sweet potato soaking in A1 sauce and the next day they had it there for you as good as pie 2 days later, you left your orange hoodie in the black swivel chair tiger roaming the night and the next day I had it there for you as the hoodie that wouldn't get away you, my love

Medicaid

Managed Medicaid in my Republican governor state of Iowa is costing too much to get started, so now I think another insurance company, Amerigroup, is wanting to leave here. They think this managed care is going to save money in the long run, but not until all services are reduced or cut, and now no choices. If everyone has the same insurance company, there won't be enough to go around. Like Comment Share Comments Sheri Grutz   it's really sickening when you think about it, because these monies go for the disabled, and not for flu shots, I'm talking basic caregivers getting paid, waiver fees for quality of life opportunities, and transportation, and job workshops. Like  ·  Reply  ·  3 mins

This is not a bruise, it's a burn. I felt them hit me there.

being treated like shit is not in my psyche, and I try to tell Phil, after all these years of captivity, I want to be free to be me, and most people fear this. I'm not able to write anyone because of how bad things are with my family. Phil and I knew, things are going good for us, and still they would all find something wrong. I doubt there's any love in their hearts. I go thru the worst of targeting, one of the worst disabilities, then they purposely try to ruin me.

Even more

Lawyers for the government and the doctors had asked for the lawsuit to be dismissed because the statutes of limitations on  medical malpractice  claims ranged from six months to four years. But Justice Perell said the doctors had breached their "fiduciary duty" – the obligations that individuals have when they hold power over another – which wasn't covered by a limitations period when the former patients sued. Danny Joanisse, now 61, was placed in Oak Ridge just before turning 15, and spent most of the next 34 years inside. One part of his treatment for his borderline personality disorder was "the Capsule Program," in which up to seven patients were cuffed to one another and placed naked in a small, windowless, continually lit room for days on end, and given food through a straw in the wall. In an interview, Mr. Joannise described rebelling and being placed in solitary confinement for several days at a time. He said he was tied up in a "turkey...