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The Mural (a brief silent sketch)

The Mural by Sheri Grutz The Mural (an all silent play) Lights up on a stage with one huge wall of a Starry Night Van Gogh mural, holes in the wall, where faces are sticking out of it, painted like the painting, making a living mural. They have their mouths open. Enter from the side stage 3 people who approach the wall, and each of them feed the mouths some kind of hostess or Twinkie treats. The faces chew it, then each one separately makes a wide eyed, oh Wow expression, then bad after taste expression, then a pouting expression, then a broken face fake crying expression, then each of them closes their eyes and falls asleep. The 3 people walk off stage. Lights out. Lights back on, this time, in the same wall are different people's faces sticking out of the holes without face paint, and they are terribly angry, silently ranting and raving and cursing. The same 3 people walk up to the wall, and they tack paper bodies underneath their head, with each body h...

it's been nice getting into this one bedroom apartment, moving things from one hotel room to the next was getting very old. I like it here, and hope to do some good writing. the desk I'm at is right in front of a window, I feel like they designed this place for me. It's not easy though, not getting love, any recognition for anything I do, especially with my family. Small town girl driving in the big city is not easy, but I'm proud of how well I've done so far.

thinking about writing a sketch today for Halloween on face paint, where there is a wall, with holes in it, and they stick their painted faces through it, a mural that turns into a similar like wailing wall, but the people come by and must feed something into the mouths of the faces, then there are a series of different expressions, then sleep, lights out, lights back on, different people's faces in the wall without face paint, and they are silently ranting and raving and cursing, paper bodies are tacked to the wall under each face with grids connecting body implants, like pick up sticks, and other have to come and move the sticks into an American flag on each body....I'll think more later..

The Grutz and Kretzinger poem

The Grutz and Kretzinger poem by s.m.g. The z in my name is what little amount of sleep there is before dropping off into dead space, sleep that hangs on a cross or sleep that curls its cursive z into a bow for a real gift of getting enough. The z in your name is surrounded by dreams right in the middle of a door unlocking, sleep that is hard on the tongue but in line with a mark of fire. There would never be an s that could compensate, only the z that no one named a vitamin after, sleep infrequent, and sleep at the far end of a tossing and turning alphabet.

There's an X in the sky. Good morning, from Des Moines.

some old grutzworks for ya...happy Sunday, America.

Out on Hwy. 61 They made the old Shop-Ko into a church, now waiting in line for the Eucharist, now purchasing a brand new life that wasn’t made somewhere in China. This church may never go out of business, as long as there is a harried mother who brings in her toddlers, screaming for  forgiveness, screaming with spirit and pushing her cart, the ones the women of  Jerusalem used selling baskets, selling scarves. The temples are now over-turned, the money- lenders from Shop-Ko, now it is a place of worship again. This is what Jesus wanted, the capitalists turning to saints, like Paul. This is the place where if you lay your money down, the road rises up in gold. This is where they have a  change of heart, shopping for  believers, for an empty soul,  shopping for less and less junk.

it's all an insiders game, who sells the books, but I think I recall seeing my former teacher, Peter Richards, went around the country selling his book, and at one time he was in the top 10. but he had all his workshop friends all over the U.S. Jason Kant and I believe it either takes doing the workshops, school and out of school, and having the contacts along with disposable income, they will make sure you get a book publisher, and sell your work to more and more people.

Back in the late 90's, everyone was talking about satellite surveillance, and those who would play God. Things changed immediately when the process turned into electronic torture of those under the monitoring. We went from being watched for some kind of safety and security reason, to being victims of heinous crime. The avenue that opened the worst kinds of human rights abuses happened after 911, when no one had a say in anything related to what our country was doing. Terrorism is something as simple as, What will they do? Are you trained assassins, are they going to retaliate, what should our program do to cripple any of this threat? The military industrial compound made our lives a living hell knowing that so many in mass media, community policing, or other agencies were tuning into us at a very large rate. This immediately silenced those talking about satellite surveillance, and made us into victims of war. Still, they want to hear the war stories, they want to tune in, and take heed. but nearly nothing anymore about being watched.

Love you, Phil.

Went into WalMart in Clinton Iowa to stock up on beer cheaper here than Des Moines, Phil got 3 big cases, the cashier asked him, have you been drinking, he said Yes, (he had about 3 or 4 beers in him), and she said, I have to refuse sale, we can do that. Got the manager to okay it, made a complete fool out of Phil, and big show for the people in line behind us. Went down to a tobacco outlet, no problem buying 3 cases. There you go, Phil, now the whole world knows.

Women

the first sign of a self righteous male prodigy is to blame feminism for everything, thinking he can't co-exist in a world with women more and more like men. Look at Alex Jones, he's the biggest hater of strong women he determines have mental disorders, triggers, and lots of baggage. Smart women are deemed 'inappropriate' for the current culture because they threaten men, are deceptive in tactics, and use their sex to make a statement. Men, on the other hand, will bring ou t their long-standing bias against having to grow up with a bossy sister. It's played out so well, that even women in high positions in society must constantly prove themselves to a male counterpart. The sickening thing is, the judgment is placed against age old standards that really don't add up anymore, and women are suddenly to blame for the whole destruction of society.

for instance I bought these from L.L. Bean, and told everyone, then they did the business

Words to the wise

When asked, Why you, and not someone much more famous and influencial in the limelight, they do two things: They assume you are not a victim, and they prove that you mean nothing to anyone. It's a shattering perspective given the depth of what you know, and have done, to fall into their pattern of doubt. Some of these people have a preconceived notion that stuff like this does not happen among ourselves, but to someone else, and they fail to register that I am a somebody, and the crime I am reporting is my own personal life sabatoged. If they know you have admitted that you hear voices, or that you take meds, for them, the person is immediately the antagonist, pitting you against them for a belief system they must conquer. The person asking you Why you, is really trying to rearrange your plight into thinking You, and the matter of this, do not matter. If you want to go their way, and see that you don't matter, you either determine that you are somehow making things up, o...

another Yes...

yes......

Today's appeal

This is not a test, it's been an ongoing emergency for over a decade when people started reporting getting hit by weapons through remote electromagnetic energies to the head and body. It is an international crisis on humanity. Think about this, when John Glenn told all of Congress, imagine it happening to your daughter, your mother, your sister. Unfortunately, no one can imagine it, it's too hideous and sinister to even think our own government would be slowly murdering it 's own citizens they have blacklisted probably with no warrant, to conduct Intel programs meant to study humans against machines. It's a life sentence. It's a death sentence. No human body or brain can go through this much longer. Even when I'm gone, it will be a Nicole Smith story, fans that want justice, but a society that says that's all conspiracy theory. I cannot believe how far we have come through. In the beginning, there was nothing out there, and the education had to come through ...

Beth Kretzinger!

The words they use

Just the fact that the president will come out and use the terminology we've been stating for years against us, proves the fact that these things exist, and continue today. They are not case specific, but they use the general terms that make this whole thing an open secret. Everyone knows what is going on.

Important article, please read

However, mind control experiments have continued, apparently unabated. After hearing testimony from a number of individuals alleging that they are being electronically harassed with mind-invasive technologies, the President’s Bioethics Commission issued a letter stating that it would not investigate such allegations. The  letter  states that “We would like to clarify for your information that the Commission is not investigating or reviewing any concerns or complaints concerning complaints about…..MKULTRA; COINTELPRO; electromagnetic torture or attacks; organized stalking; remove influencing; microwave harassment; covert harassment and surveillance; human tracking; psychotromic (sic) or psychotropic weapons and radio frequency or military weapons or other claims.” Recent articles at such mainstream media sources as businessinsider.com have confirmed the existence of such electromagnetic  weaponry . Project Censored, which operates out of Sonoma State University in Calif...

check this out on PTSD

Hello Irene, I just wanted you to know that I have had my Super-Mini-Tesla-PSI-Gener ator for just less than a week now and I have already experienced some fantastic results, with both the PSI-Generator and the Digital Pharmacy  software application. Having had EMDR treatment for C-PTSD, I found the audio on the Digital Pharmacy worked similarly to the EMDR treatment, in that it stimulated both hemispheres of the brain to clear my high stress levels. This happened immediately after using the software for the first time and left me feeling much calmer and relaxed after every subsequent use. I wore the device in open mode for the first four days. I was surprised at the effect this seemed to have on the people around me. Every interaction I had with people seemed to be a very positive one. This was very surprising for me as I am currently the target of workplace bullying and gang stalking. These people prefer to use psychological attacks to try threaten and destabilise me mentally. Ev...

this was posted by someone on FB yesterday. so it can be said that impulse reaction is a form of punishment for an improper action, impulsive thought, or inner voice in the head, when the neurotransmitters are misfiring, the victims hear voices.

Remote Neural Monitoring is an actual military defense system using satellite and tower based relay devices by way of electro-optics (virtual interfaces: brain to computer interface and electronic brain to brain interface) utilizing microwaves (think laser imaging and tracking systems) to measure, image, and transmit brain and neural activity of a targeted individual. A Computer Multiplexer routes the signal (hidden carrier frequency) to a Tower, Satellite or Mobile Platform and the Tower, Satellite or Mobile Platform then relays the signal to the digital receiver, similar to how cell phone technology works. The digital receiver is then tracked and pinpointed in real time, just like a cell phone. However, with CIA/DoD Mind Control technologies, the digital receiver is not a phone. It is a human brain. The brain of the victim has been digitalized by the nanotechnology inside of it. Remotely, the system of Conscious Computers, with a Will, Intellect and Emotion of their own, then takes...

The Pain Method (a brief sketch)

The Pain Method by Sheri Grutz The Pain Method (a brief sketch) Lights up on a doctor's office, with a woman wearing nurse's gear, and a young man sitting on the exam table. I don't know, with the medication, it just feels like I'm not having any thoughts at all. How often does this occur? Only when I'm thinking about it. Hmm. Well, we do have to get answers from you somehow. I know, I'm here to report. You don't have to do a thing...this here is my own special smart meter. I'd rather not know my IQ. It's very simple, just sit still, I'm going to scan your forehead. (pause) (she reads the smart meter) Well, the frequency is very high, and that be why I'm getting Bon Jovi, Livin' on a Prayer. I heard it on the way here. Let me just try right above your right ear. (pause, then she reads it again) Now the frequency is low, but I'm getting a Billy Collins poem. I had to memorize it for class. This isn...

Yep...

the heart

Free Sheri!

wanted you to see this picture

Phil got me new clothes. They were on clearance.

Monday morning (a poem)

Monday morning -S.M.G. We reached an understanding when you translated the morning from a dream I kept getting stuck on to the only sense—waking even I was mapping the teritory of our conversation turning and turning from the night before rising with the same dark cover of the Bible we have been on the same page and also closing it up as a weapon insanity speaking in tongues and common sense of direction everything is a mere perception of reality we speak in the knowing find our way back and forgive in a reading of natural light we both picked up from all the exposure coming fast as a commute

The Farm vs. The City (a creative essay)

The Farm vs. The City by Sheri Grutz Everyone remembers the first time they read James Wright's lying in the hammock poem, with the last line: “I have wasted my life.” It's such a shocking admittance, that grips a young person to the core, when you are just setting out on your own life. I was told, and had read, that what that line means, is that Wright feels that he should have stayed on the farm, instead of spending his time in cities, but growing up rural Iowa, I took it completely opposite, and I couldn't understand how anyone could feel that way. There is major depression on the farm life, with the wind blowing the corn dust around, and the silence and boredom of watching the sun shadows, you can really get down into a deep state of tired and weary afternoon waiting for something, anything. But consider the Elton John song: So goodbye yellow brick road Where the dogs of society howl You can't plant me in your penthouse I'm g...

this was the challenge in This Sky I Know

let's write a sketch about the unlocked brain, playing hide and seek for pot of kisses, or kisses, or kiss my ass, have to swipe the forehead to see if the person is getting hot or cold to finding out, have to swipe the hand to see that person can pay for it, have to swipe the heart to see if it's hot or cold in the pursuit, have to swipe the light to get an extra charge, do it all once to find cold, then all over again to find hot, then reach a happy medium, happy ending.

12 Hours (a brief sketch)

12 Hours by Sheri Grutz 12 Hours (a brief sketch) Stage set as a classroom, with 3 students sitting at a table, and an instructor at a podium facing them. On the curtain, or wall, is a cardboard clock that says 8 o'clock. INSTRUCTOR Alright, are you ready to begin? (they nod, and say ah huh) I said, are you ready to begin?! ALL 3 YES! The more excited you are, the more exciting the class. Now, where is my little red wagon? Ah, here it is. I will wheel this around, and you can take out a packet, a pen and a pencil, a calculator, and a toothbrush. YOUNG MAN 3 A toothbrush? We got them free when we got our plaque. (pause) Alright, everyone got their materials? (they nod their heads, and say ah huh) I said, does everyone got their materials?! YES! In this class you say it like you mean it. So, I'm Magnus Humphries, and this is my 12 hour class you will need to finish your A.A. Fortunately for you, we will ...

I guess my daughter, Beth, worked with our broker and case manager to get the budget done. My mother said Beth did it all because she is the guardian. The broker and the case manager did not contact me at all over this, so likely it was all my mother's doing. For all of our lives, I've been searching and planning social calendars and involved for all 3 of us, many of which he's doing right now, all because of me, but my parents take him there and get paid mileage, so they think it's all their doing. I wanted to make changes to that budget, like I didn't want money in savings if we can't use it.. When you stop and think about what my family has done to me, including sitting there doing nothing while I'm being electroncially tortured, and now, just assuming I'm already dead.

This does not surprise me one bit

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They told me on the phone that nobody ever should have told his birth mother that there needed to be legal guardianship, only if something should happen to me. I was fooled by the system, and my family, and now they have completely taken over everything, erased anything I've always done for my son, and probably told everyone they see that I can't care for Alec, that' why they had to do it. They did it on their own just out of spite and hatred and as control freaks, you can see how easy it for them when dealing with an abused poet of the world.

Wasn't even included, after doing it for over 15 years on my own

Did we sign a new budget for the year? I don't even know if Beth Tinlin or Alaisse are even working for us anymore. Inbox x Sheri Grutz   < sgrutz33@gmail.com > 9:03 AM (2 hours ago) to  Judy Judy Fletcher 9:07 AM (2 hours ago) to  me Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android On Fri, Oct 13, 2017 at 9:03 AM, Sheri Grutz < sgrutz33@gmail.com > wrote: Of course they are. They go  through gpa &  Beth now. Everything  is done. Beth K approves our time sheets  Sheri Grutz   < sgrutz33@gmail.com > 11:43 AM (9 minutes ago) to  judyfd84 No comment. You wouldn't like it, and would change the subject into how terrible WE are. Sheri Grutz   < sgrutz33@gmail.com > 11:4...