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Being Saved Mornings and coins are dropping from the sky or is that sun trying to save me for a rainy day I've been saved many times and it gets to me on Sunday that I should be somewhere the days weave a tapestry and the nights pour like coffee from that clear container at first I thought the beginning of  a year would once again save me from the past but I carried it over like sick days when the memory is thick as honey at first I thought I'd be spoken for by Jesus but the riot in my head said keep your distance I've been saved by the gleam in Phil's eye when everything is coming up sky.

young man has bright light bulb ideas in his head, says, until I’m burnt out. Young woman goes to the grocery store often, says, I’m pro-choice. Older rich man takes up golf, says, I used to have a driver. Older woman has no garden and likes her long hair, says, it’s the only thing I can grow. Girlfriend of a banker says, didn’t know I’d have to cash in all my dreams. Housewife hates to dust, says, I never knew it’d be this bad to settle down.

Almost all of my books on there run for $4.99, and my profit is $3.72 per sale.

All that I am I went for a drive to the park and the park was in me I went to get a haircut and the stylist was in me Everything I do goes inside the surrounding is done it makes an impact like a soft blow to the stomach I went to the church and the church was in me Everything I do is internal it goes straight in and doesn't stop I went to the bank and the bank was in me I have no empty feelings I have no lack of regard I went to the ocean and the ocean was in me Everything I do is making me hunger for the truth.

This was after sharing my life about mental illness.

Young man into computers likes to roller blade, says, I never wipe out my memory. Teenage girl goes shopping for her mom, says, I think this bagger is on my list. Schizophrenic goes to the casino, says, I will bet they're all out to get me. Seasoned chiro takes new patients, says, You gotta get a little backbone. Mother with 3 kids goes to the retail store, asks, Where's the sale on Peace candles? Older man gets into golf, says, I already know how to putt putt around.

totally unrelated but I remember my 4’s like this, were in the form of a flag and my Algebra teacher giving me a hard time about it I got an A in his class.

 I thank my lucky stars that Phil never ran from me, had a son with intellectual disabilty in the backseat when I came to pick him up, told him on the second day I'm pd. sz, told him about my daughter on the 3rd day, and told him about targeting on the 5th day. Then I told him, no more shocks. that's about it.

When a Repub takes responsibility instead of blaming someone else, and your'e like...that never happens! 2 Comments Like Like Love Haha Wow Sad Angry Comment Share Comments Sheri Grutz   When a Repub gives 15% of his income to charity, and your'e like....that never happens! Edit or delete this Like Show more reactions  ·  Reply  ·  4m Sheri Grutz   When a Repub politician is criticized for his expenditures on a personal and professional level, then wants to cut spending across the board.

Being a Suspect Target, the watch list is a very hard one to break free from, and the people in town consider this crime in the community. The mass media have been some of the best, and some of the worst, but the way the system reacts, it has given me every clue that I'm under surveillance. The hideous part of this reward/punish way of treating the Suspect Target, is the experiment of the human brain without consent, the testing of weapons, well anything they have learned is done by now. I want off the list. I have a clean criminal record, and have done years of community service to prove I'm a good and decent person who shouldn't be treated this way.

Teenage girl tries her hand at making cookies, her mom says, At least it's not a bun in the oven. young boy goes to the park with the neighborhood kids, says, I know how to let it slide. Older woman swims laps at the gym, says, I've never hit the wall. Female doctor hears complaints from man with a bad cough, says, I'm glad you got that off your chest. Comedian takes her kids to the pizza parlor, says, I was getting kind of cheesy.

The Target in Town There was a day that started like an engine when you've been driven to tears in the cold world even with armor they kill the soul with pointing fingers and talk of a misplaced person down from the shelf years I thought heat would grow all kinds of life or crack open a dream in the center of the moon there's a window sealed like lips gone white from freight when what's happening all around you is heartless on the beaten path take this poverty of speech to the stray cats and learn to find your own ground.

Jimmy Carter spoke on our issues, not sure if you can find that on You Tube, it was posted on another target's website. I went after him hard, and they refused to take my calls, calling me the media, never got a response to letter. I guess he'll go to his grav

I think my dad is O positive, and my mother is RH negative, so likely I'm RH positive, but I'm going to get it checked, I must have been gone the day we tested in Biology class in high school. The risk factor for schizophrenia doubles with these conditions. The genetics with my kids could have been affected through targeting, or my DNA changed somehow, maybe through poor diet or other difficult life experiences.

I've bought light bulbs that went black and burnt out right when I was changing them to a new one. I've had 3 lamps start on fire. Many outlets in the house have stopped working.

When they released the memo that Nunes wrote to Trump over his shock of finding out about surveillance issues under FISA, I waited eagerly, but it ended up being a dud, and even the media said that. There was nothing specific about Americans in any gov program, but at the time Trump was blaming Obama for being caught in someone else's surveillance, something they added to FISA that you can get nothing for it. Boy were the radio people mad, and probably the NewHour on PBS. If their broadcast is on someone else's broadcast, they can't get paid.

  Obama wanted to move the ghetto living into the suburbs, guess who opposed that? Every single Repub. In fact Ben Carson raised the rent percentage to 35 percent of your income. Colin Kapernick was mocked and riduculed by Trump/Pense. It was Dems that started the Million Man March, strengthened the Black Caucus, and improved diversity across the board.

When you reach 25 years of knowing about surveillance issues, what happens to a person? I've never said, I could have done more with my kids, We've done everything! But you remember how little was out there in the beginning to take hold of and know what's going on. You know you have to wait, and try again in a year, or two. You feel at this point that there is no end, yet, your voice is heard. Torture under W was all over the news, and the undercurrent of our attacks wer e there. Never going anywhere with the War on Terror, keeping us on the list. The new normal, no more shock, is keeping us targeted, it's every day, never changing. You see stories of people who were wrongly accused of being in prison, years later, they're released, and you think that no matter how long, there is a possibility. When every person has been contacted, called, written to, gone in person, you see no way to push the issues into action, since it's you against a whole cluster of forces....

I'll probably stick around, not much else to do until Phil comes home, he says I can clean, how nice of him. The kitchen is always immaculate when he comes home, that's about it. Gone are the days I used to read novels all day. I think I have a real fear of facing the world and being treated bad. But heck, I'm saving gas.

 I'm not reading nor replying to your lies Sheri, I know you're a shitty person, I can smell it all over you and you look fucking ugly, sucked in you have to suck off that grey old fossil, be sure you're not abusing him too or I'll be back to blast you with DEWs again!! Suck his grey dick dry you old fossil and then roll over n die, a short lived, abusive and hollow life!! Muhahaha

Fashion boots These have a crush on the legs and they tell the world this statement that going out is looking good with a skirt and a sweater the weather is roaming like a gray cat when the woman steps into the parking lot fit to be tied the boots translate a long day ahead written for the masses she makes her way into understanding this feel so good and approachable in style.

 I had a paper route at age 11. Babysat there after, and worked at a drive in restaurant, all before the age of 17. I know what it's like to need money. My father paid 300 dollars a month in child support. He had a house with a pool. My mother worked as secretary, and no she didn't move up to CEO, in fact gone from 8 to 5 every day, rarely saw her. What I've understood is that our fathers divorced our mothers, and left them destitute while they went out to make their 80K. I can give you examples of this.

I Buy From the Damned I buy from the damned watch their eyes glow red as they stuff my shekels into their ash lined pockets and somewhere a stock index sets off an alarm I buy from the damned the polluted wares of a poisoned earth arsenic peaches, strychnine milk a piece of wormy ham for a bony dog I buy from the damned watch their gleeful smiles as their poison passes from their hands to mine Yet they do not thrive they do not increase and multiply waddling back to their warehouses gimpy legs and ulcerated hearts enriched but not redeemed I buy from the damned the last shriveled fruits of a necrotic world and I steal back into the hold After the prayers are said and death has again been sent into exile and every purchase consecrated into its holy form succulent, sacred sanctified I light a candle and close the shutters against the descending storm --Janet Phelan

Baby Boomers have been ruining this country for decades, they started out with Peace and Love, then turned to Hate and Bigotry. They didn't raise us right, and they don't know anything about the Freedoms we have found outside of them. Why do you think my first published book was dedicated to my teachers.

Young girl likes to play musical instruments, says, You can't blow me off. Chiro takes new patients, says, Just let me have a crack at you. Mother takes her kids to the movies, says, I've been keeping you in the dark for years. A dad volunteers for son's baseball team, says, Do you catch my drift? Baker makes loafs all day, says, It's my bread and butter. Young man likes to chew gum, says, I think I'm living in a bubble.

I was nearly killed with these weapons in 2004, fighting through that force field hold over my head, and bathing in EM energy coming from the computer screen, since I seemed close to death, and being screamed at, I'm going to kill you! I developed PTSD, and I have a hard time with any sort of violence, even today. I try explaining this to Phil, but I still don't think he understands. And there's really no way to heal with this being on-going. If I ever got a class action lawsuit, they caused me not only pd. sz, but ptsd, loss of nearly everything in my life, and endless pain and suffering.

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Flip flops Slapping the heel like an angry wife without a sock every other true color using the space between toes down to the bare bones best at the pool when the water drips off of you as a leaky faucet turned to hot then into the cold the flat shoe takes each step against burning cement and makes it air conditioned feet a strap of plastic across the width keeps the sun steady in that clear sky.

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Woman goes to the store, says to the produce guy, Don't get fresh with me, Peter. Man makes a lot of money on slots, says, I've been feeding this thing more lines than my woman. Girl likes to ice skate, says, I've only fallen for one guy. Young boy wants Legos for Christmas, says, I can put together a pretty strong argument. Teenage girl wants to drink beer in summer, says, I'm tired of listening to the bees buzz. Young man does push ups, says, I've got this floor.

Some of the things I've done this year: got my brief testimony in with Amy and hopefully many other T.I.'s and it was sent into Congress. Got Chuck Schumer on Messenger. I did an ad campaign on Facebook, spent about a hundred bucks, and generated thousands of hits, and hundreds to my blog. I kept sending messages to my reps about our issues, and many other issues. I voted. I blogged and did some writing. I took my son to several fun events. Phil and I saw The Mummies in concert. Recently I've bought for the Giving Tree. We grew vegetables in pots. I took the dog many times to the dog park, and the walk on the trails. We went camping, and fishing. I did some temp jobs. This month I will be doing some volunteering.

Tennis shoes And the walk for miles with no destination rolling on the ball of the foot knocking down invisible pins or a black high top that makes the court squeak to be an athlete or a cashier or a nurse each step on a comfort zone made to last through any half shaped day until its finished to be a runner and know there's no fail.

Phil only weighs 124 pounds! She noticed two very small spots on his lungs, but wants him to come back in 3 months to do another scan. She gave him a script for Chantix, but his insurance doesn't cover it, so he didn't get it. She is referring him to a cardiologist for his heart issues. So, we'll see what they say.

Work boots Broken in like a tan horse the strings are laced to be a bunker for the ankle tread that stops on dust or mud making the surface cordial and careful crinkles in them creased from long days steel toes that take a beating to drive away the cold the feet are solid in the fit loosening the flaps when they come off like a heavy thought from the head set aside together and upright the quality of craft set waiting.

So Trump's former lawyer is saying he lied to Congress to protect Trump, why is the truth so hard for these people? Trump says he's never had any business dealings with Russia, I guess to him that doesn't include real estate, the whole way that Jared and Ivanka got their money. And how the whole family gets away with not paying taxes is probably a bigger issue than this whole Russia probe.