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for years I went online, at the library, searching for what this was all about, thought, Web Cam, Bugs, something on my person, maybe something in the car. The radio has given me much, and I kept hearing Satellite by Dave Matthews. I punched it in, and I got Satellite Surveillance and Human Experimentation. That Was The Hardest Education. Then I looked up Groups, and found Mind Control Survivors, but my first thought was that they were a cult. I wanted nothing to do with them. When I read about Monarch programming it nearly killed me, realizing and actualizing and processing it. I'm not somebody that wants to be different, in fact, I want to be like everyone else. Schizophrenia was gradual, but it got me, totally. The trauma itself created it. My blessing was completing my degree, and giving birth to my kids. All along, 24 hour surveillance, media and radio. What brain can withstand that? Triple that with head pain and direct energy.

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