I was 27 years old when I started getting uncontrollable forced speech upon opening my eyes every morning. I knew I had to get on meds, and stayed on them ever since, with a few times I thought I was recovered and went off of them, then full blown psychosis. I was so happy to wake up without the ranting. I'm now 48, almost 20 years on meds. There is some thought that the medication itself changed my brain chemistry, and going off of them was impossible..